_+^ me and everything ^+_

some shots for sharing =)

2010-09-24T10:34:00.003+08:00

some stuffs that i would like to share~

kite-flying was really great that day =)

2010-06-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

Sometimes its stupid for me to go through so much for you, and until the very end, i'm not appreciated.
Even though verbally you are apologising but i know deep down, u are still not convinced about your mistake.

i think u need to grow up, like seriously use your brain to think more maturely and not focus so much on gaming.
and at many points of time, like this certain period, you know i have a very strong urge to just give you up and to give my sadness, worries, troubles and unhappiness away at the same time.

Its very tempting.

story of a broken tooth

2010-04-25T12:12:00.002+08:00

and that's MY tooth..
my BROKEN tooth..
*CRIESSSSSS*

although the dentist said it chipped off and my nerve wasn't exposed, it's still sad because it's a part of me!! =((

*i literally screamed my head off*

faithful-ness

2010-04-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

"so u had rather let your dad pass away?"
"no, I would rather he'll stick to his religion (even when he pass away)"

Thats the answer i got from 1 of my patient's son and thats e question posted by my doc to him.

Ironic isn't it?
Putting so much efforts to saving lives but yet some let them passes by..
His religious and ethical reasons of not having a blood transfusion for his dad when we all know all he needed was the blood to save his life.

Internal bleeding sounds like a serious issue to him (and me) and yet the allowance for us to operate on him was on the condition that no blood transfusion was to be done at any cause.. not even to save his dad's life...

tell me.. which doctor in the world would want to see his patient's life beind drained away slowly on the table and not able to do anything to help at all when you know what all he needed to do was to give him blood? Which doctor would risk all his reputation to let the patient die so that he can be faithful to his religion even till the very end..which other anesthetist can do so?

None.

never seen him so depressed since i started working for him.. a patient treated just like a friend.. in severe need of attention.. but being tied down because he couldnt give a blood transfusion and thus no permission to operate on him even from the company's point of view.. it would mean risking everything he has built so far..

Contradicting human life..

we were taught to cherish..
we were taught to love..
we were taught to persevere..

but now i'm being taught to learn to give up life...

misses

2010-04-20T19:16:00.002+08:00

it's weird how i can miss someone so much when that someone is so unrelated to my life..
i don't know why either.. it's just so hard to explain..a human mind..

"You can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back.."
- Mitch Albom

Mirai - Open Up Your Mind

2010-04-16T21:23:00.004+08:00

guess what i finally decided to change a song for my blog..haha.. havent been cleaning it up for the past 1 yr i guess =x
Really nice song with lyrics and a bit of Jap (dont ask me why).
I got a translation off the web but don't ask me if the Jap lyrics are correct cos i got no idea too..haha.

#lyrics toned in grey are translations#

title: open up your mind
vocals: Mirai
lyrics: Mitsui Yukiko/Sheila De Niro
music: Takahashi Keiichi
arrangement: Takahashi Keiichi/’Snow Man’

—

moshimo ima subete ga umaku nante ikanai make sou ni naru toki datte
hitomi o tojireba kokoro kara sekai ga miete kuru

(When everything seems like it can’t go well, even if you want to give up at that time,
If you close your eyes you can see another world with your heart)

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don’t you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

kodoku na yoru demo mayoi osorereru toki mo
ima wa hitori demo kono ashi de dokomade mo aruiteikeru hazu dakara

(Even on silent, lonely nights, even in confusing, fearful times,
Even though you’re now alone, your two feet can take you anywhere)

Just hold on tight hitomi konjita nara
Look inside yourself kagayaki ga aru kara
Yes, subete shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

(Just hold on tight when you close your eyes
Look inside yourself the brilliance is there
Yes, if you want to believe in everything
You can take another look from the other side)

Just hold on tight kokoro kujiketemo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mie nakutemo
Yes, ikiru tsuyosa ga areba
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made…

(Just hold on tight even though you may lose heart
Reach into your soul even if you can’t see tomorrow
Yes, if the strength to live is there
You can take another look from the other side
Until you see the love in everything…)

kono sekai de iki nuiteiku tame no tsuyosa o
anata ni negatte iru kara
kokoro no tobira o hiraitara nani ka ga miete kuru

(In this world, the strength in order to draw forth life
Comes from your will (wish)
When you open the door to your heart, you can see anything)

Just remember you are not alone
So don’t you fear
Even though you’re miles away
I’m by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I’ll be there for you no matter where you are

hoshi no inochi nara nagai kedo
itsumademo onaji kono hibi ga kurikaesu wakejanai
ashita wa dare nimo mienai

(Even though the lives of the stars are long
We can’t just replay the same days again and again forever
The future is something that no one can see)

* Just hold on tight hitomi konjita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, “MIRAI” shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

(Just hold on tight when you close your eyes
Look inside yourself where you can feel the pulse
Yes, if you want to believe in everything
You can take another look from the other side)

Just hold on tight kokoro kujiketemo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mie nakutemo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deaeru yo…

(Just hold on tight when you close your eyes
Reach into your soul even if you can’t see tomorrow
Yes, a different world is there
You can take a look from the other side
And see the love in everything…)

* repeat

Just hold on tight kokoro kujiketemo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mie nakutemo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made…

(Just hold on tight when you close your eyes
Reach into your soul even if you can’t see tomorrow
Yes, there is a different world there
You can take a look from the other side
Until you see the love in everything…)

sudden outburst

2010-03-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

sometimes its not that i do not want to have a good chat with u my dear, but most of the time i'm busy with my work and basically my job mainly needs me to run around to oversee the operation side of the clinic, that explains the gaps in between our conversations.

I hope that u will understand that if i have the time for u, believe me, i definitely will, however in certain circumstances where i'm unable to do so, do wait for me patiently and understand that i may be rushing things out at e moment.

I really do appreciate it alot.

sorry and thank you. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2010-02-24T00:49:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday~~~

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =D

thank u all darlings for all the well wishes =)) <3 u guys..
I pray that i will have a memorable and enjoyable 21st birthday!
hahaha =)

night guys! <3

ty my loves~

2010-02-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

thank you my darlings eugene and jasmine for showering me with their love, concerns and hints for me to get over some stuff that i should.

i am sticking to my choice and i hope u guys will give me some support alright and i hope u guys can understand why i'm making this decision.. (actually its e same decision i have made 3.5 years ago..haha)

<3 ting

HAPPY CNY n VDae

2010-02-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year people~!!!
and Happy Valentine's Day to all the singles, couples and complicated people out there!!

as usual,
i'm spending my CNY alone every year. But i'm spending V'dae alone this year as well.... BCOS LING SING HAO WANTS TO SPEND V DAE WITH ANOTHER WOMAN!!!
.......... his mother.. hahah.. well he has to, if not i wouldnt have picked him =)

new year has been especially boring this year as u can see (bcos i m blogging).
angbaos don even feel good anymore.. haha.. but anyway still angbaos.. =))

bdae's round the corner but i have no idea how i am gonna celebrate it.. i guess with my close frens would be good (that is if any of u remembers =.= ).
cant wait for 24 feb to come bcos hopefully this year's really gonna be a memmorable one like how he said. =))

however i dont really think i need anything.. no need for the luxuries nor the surprises.. this year's really simple..
i wish for my family's peace and health..
i wish for his family's happiness and laughter..
i wish for myself.. him..
i wish for him.. me.. =x

haha.. basically i jus hope everyone gets their share of happiness this new year and health's really important.. so do take care darlings and spend more time laughing and smiling rather than crying.. =)

<3 ting
Happy Chinese New YeAR!!

bad day

2010-02-06T17:27:00.002+08:00

i'm having a fucking bad day after quarrelling with u. I bet u are feeling the same way too. sorry

2010-01-17T12:56:00.002+08:00

i dont know why,
but i do really feel that i kinda dislike ppl who are too bimbotic and cant wait to whine and rant at the world about how "unfortunate" they can be and then pretending to be someone else.

thank you.

Best Regards,
Shu Ting

*gene u know what i'm getting at right.. haha*

me n my spider web filled blog

2009-12-29T01:55:00.002+08:00

and i bet now nobody's reading.. haha..
so i can finally make it my own small tiny personal space for special ppl who might just come by to see if i'm still alive.. haha..

Christmas's just over and New Year's awaiting..
Surprising, over just the past 2 months.. i realised i have learnt alot..

Somwhow i feel.. *disclaimer* its just part of my wishful thinking.
that we might be able to stay forever..
somehow i realised we have found a way to talk things out even in the worst possible situation..

Just a few hours ago i realised that i may not be as loved as i tot i always have been.. but now at e same time.. i realised there r still ppl putting in efforts to love me as much as possible..

not my family i would say for now..
for those who know.. we r not on our best terms.. but bcos of them i realised how much they can hurt me and at e same time i also know that i wont do e same things they have done to my kids in the future.. not only that.. bcos of them i truly realised who r e ones putting in the efforts to love me..

thank u my love for making every single day possible.. making me smile when i'm crying..

thank u my dear eugene for making sure that i dont fall down the wrong path.. i think i m beginning to understand how u felt through ur own difficult times and really i do finally understand how support means to ppl who really need them.. not through criticisms or scoldings but through pure simple love that u show to one another.. i hope i really did show u how much i love u during tt difficult time and i hope that u'll stay smiling even when times r bad..

thank you sileng dajie for making me understand the true meaning when u said i need to know what kind of friends i should keep and worth keeping..

although times r tough.. i am sure i will step through as someone stronger, and holding stronger beliefs as well.. bcos i have friends who are worth keeping..

many thanks to others who have offered help during this period but i m sure i m already so blessed..

thank you lord for loving me so much and sending so many angels to watch over me..

thank you love for never failing to teach me 爱的教育.. i think i m finally starting to understand how i can apply it to others in ways i have never done before.. and all bcos of u i really do think that i am making so much better use of my life on earth here..

<3 ting

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY TO ME~~~

2009-05-25T22:12:00.005+08:00

and finally, its graduation day tomorrow =))

after such a long 3 yrs... its time for me to say 拜拜 to SP.and also it reminds me again of the 4 months i have spent in US, and i am starting to miss tons of people.

and as such, the random-ness in me usually will surface at this moment and start by posting these random photos again. haha.

Our new found friend from our Thanksgiving New York Trip =))

Mr Photographer cum Pilot Nilton =)) and of cos the unforgettable New York Subway.. haha

Apt 1508 Singaporeans. haha. Our Christmas dinner in Orlando, Florida. <3

Some Japanese Restuarant in New York with awesome Ramen all thanks to Nilton for bringing us there. <3

@ New York on the Top of Rockefella Centre with OH-so-WOW view. haha.

Beautiful and classic Grand Central Station @ New York.

My Favourite Ah Pek in the whole of New York. haha overstatement. let's say, the friendliest ah pek in New York that we have met. =D

Our sudden urge for Dunkin Donuts led us to get a dozen of them since they were so inexpensive in Orlando. (oh, and they have uber nice staff ) =D

Chocolates from Emily <3 btw it's a flower and Shimin couldnt recognise it at first =.=

Shi Min's share of chocolates from our best Emily =) i bet this 1 is so much easier to recognise. haha.

Dinner at Perkins @ Crossroads with Shimin!! =D

The Pooh Corner Gang. haha. From right to left: Scarlett, Martha, Me, Joyce, Lynn and finally Alan.

Free time after dinner = free pictures. hahah

Our long trip to Prime with Shimin ended up with more photos that we ever wanted.

Christmas season in Orlando = Beautiful Christmas Treesss just everywhere!!

ok enough of my random-ness, i should get a gd night rest and prepare myself for tomorrow's graduation in case i fall off the stage/ accidentally push the director off the stage.

and also, i miss apt 1508 and new found friends in New york. haha. =)

Good night guys and till then....

Update soon! =)

and so its Angels & Demons..

2009-05-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

Whooo! i've become a student of Howarts in just a minute with my graduation gown (or so i thought..haha)
i guess i could have done better with a stick-like-wand to pull that off.haha.
and so i went to collect my graduation gown with SiLeng and ShuLing all e way at Potong Pasir which was like an hour ride from home. It took us about 10min to get there with all the construction and bangala looking at us.
After offically becoming Howarts students and friends with Harry Potter, we head off to central at Clarke Quay to waste off some time and by wasting time i mean getting indigestion from eating Ya K*n bread and tea. And my fav Azabu icecream helped alot in cooling my tummy. We did some random shopping and as usual, gossiping by the Singapore River.

After which i dragged my feet and board the train headed for Tampines to curb my urge for the day.
AJISEN RAMEN here i come!!! and the star for today is Miso Cha Shu Ramen!!~~ due to the indigestion caused by that freaking kopitiam, i could only eat 1/3 of that bowl and gave the rest away to you-know-who.

And Angels and Demons came up next on the list!
i would actually give it 4 or 4.5/5 popcorn because it was really gooood, well adapted from the book (from what i can rmbr) and acting wise wasnt bad but Hanks was his usual fabulous self.
CGI was definitely good and of cos, the twist to the end was expected since i read it light years ago but if u havent read Dan Brown's book, it would definitely be a great show and worth ur money even for weekends =)

soooooo... GO ON AND CATCH IT IF U HAVENT! =)) one of the better shows nowadays =)

my darlings

2009-05-12T11:50:00.002+08:00

met up with yen darling and jasmine and eugene a few wks back, cant help missing them now..
bcos i have to agree with yen that its so true that friends are not just friends, they are an important part of your life and i'm glad yen realised that.. HAHAH.

yen i doubt u read my posts nowadays but i really appreciate u for opening up and coming back to trying, making time and welcoming me. love u! =) 谢谢燕小姐

giving sharing and loving

2009-05-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

Because to be without love is to be without grace, what matters most in life.

very true i have to agree, to pick yourself up from where u fall and contd again, to love, to give and to share.

very soon and coming, in what it seem to be a twinkling of the eye, 3 years into us will come and go..
very soon.. 4 yrs, 5 yrs.. but do not worry, do not be afraid but have faith for i will have the rest of my life with you.. just you..

have been reading a few gd books since i'm rotting at home currently and by good books i mean my james patterson books.. lol.. (sure, i know he's not the only best author around..)

- Sam's letters to Jennifer
- Suzanne's diary to Nicholas

though there are other books of his that i have read for the past few wks, its these 2 that had left a deep impression in my heart.

if anybody needs to learn to love, and to re-love again, pls feel free to read thru these 2.
and because the book shouts out to anybody who need to re-think their relationships that
Love Never Dies.

Although i'm unsure of what life has to give me in the road ahead, but at this very moment, i am giving all i have to love because you have taught me how to love in your very own special way....
so, please have faith in me..

thank you my precious love.

i love my jipos

2009-03-10T15:02:00.004+08:00

wanting to thank my jipos for the big surprise and also every1 who rmbred my birthday =)
and so, my lovely jipos had managed to surprise me yet again with their crazy-ful ideas.

ty chabo <3 , my taitai, my da jie, joysi, ah quak, WES!!, rachel the vege for the wonderful night at Ritz Carlton on the 27th feb.

ty er jie, mama, papa n love for keeping the bloody secret from me and for COLLABARATING (whichever way u spell it) WITH MY JIPOS TO SHOCK ME!

being with jipos for the past 3 yrs has taught tons of love, life, friendship, family, marriage (whatever), laughter, tears and name it they have it.
i think what i have received from them that can never be replaced by any other friends would be the love they have showered on me, keeping me happy and loving me for who i am in all their ways.

night at Ritz Carlton is 1 of my best birthdays ever.. because u guys made it possible =)

dont doubt me, love my jipos more than ever <3

p.s through them, i know what kind of friends i deserve more, so pack up your bags unworthy friends and leave me alone now and for good. thanks for lying and testing my faith in you, i have heard enough and too much of you. so run along now.. and bye..

photos to be uploaded asap =)

happy birthday

2009-02-24T15:01:00.000+08:00

happy birthday me

happy birthday popo~

2009-02-06T00:21:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POPO!!
so the whole family celebrated popo birthdae and of cos we dont forget to have tons of fun at the same time!

-with special thanks to the food my mum cooked, the desserts my sister made and the 寿桃 cake my auntie ordered.

SO LET's let the photos do the talking!

jiu mu helping to light up the cake after the scrumptious dinner we had. *drools over pretty cake* guess how old popo is? =)) count the candles pls~

*see the wordings and how pretty the cranes are* *credit e-creative for the oh-so-WOW cake*

*candles all lighted up and all ready to sing the birthday song!!*

*popo with her cake and all her grandchilren around her*

*and once again,幸福的我们**so glad to have her around and also everyone around her*
popo with all her beloved 孙女. weird how we haven got any 孙子yet. hahah~

*+ her 2 extra outdated grandaughters* hahaha!

*ah yi helping to dissect the big cake which nobody bear to part with or say, at least chop it in half* hahah!

*popo with her big chunky cake with 1 crane for her! hahaha! *

*one of the eldest cousin around who is able to speak in perfect English where not much people can understand too much of her CHIM english! hahaha* -Amelia

*Shi Qing (front) and Beverly (back) posing for me with their ever-so-smiley cute faces* <3

*another part of the crane, they got separated and went into different stomachs* sad, yes i know.....

*MODEL OF THE DAY!! she has that smile that never fails to brighten anyone's day no matter how bad it turns out to be, my fav princess =) *

*Beverly busying helping out with the paper plates and spoons while her youngest sister Valerie (in blue headband) waited eagerly and impatiently for her cake to drop from the skies*

*My princess Weiwei helping out to distribute the cakes around and tries to be Santa for at least once* pretty good efforts =x

*my model once again, always so ready to smile for my camera*

*she tried posing in a pose where she had to pout her mouth and V her fingers* *seems tough to her* haha.

*now now.. how cute can my fav princess get? * :D

And so our day ended with happiness, love and laughter..

What more in the world can we ask for, when everyone who is treasured is always there for u..

In times of difficulties and turbulences, what we seek out for is afterall love, concern and unconditional support from these around.

With such giving and loving people around, the world has become more feeling than ever..

At least thats what i think..

Dont u too? =)

Be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you have to endure many trials for a little while.

1 Peter 1:6

-not a Christian but just wonder how beautiful verses can get in the Bible.

random-ness~

2009-02-01T23:01:00.004+08:00

alright alright~
time to update, no, to upload.. haha

some random photos from my phone.. haha..
taken long time ago while still in Orlando..
funny how it remains so vivid in my memories still.. i guess it is the same ways for my house mates as well =))

taken on the way to Downtown Disney. haha.. was on the bus with lots of time to waste =x

YAY!! WDW!!! =)) most of the time i would see ppl stopping cars by the side of the road to have their pictures taken beside the WDW sign n i would be e ones laughing at them from the bus.. haha. *seems like nobody is taking any photos at tt moment*

*so.... u think my bus or tt car won?* haha..
still rmbr how fast tt bus can speed but cars go faster!!!
most of the pictures are taken on the bus while everyone is falling aslp =))

FARRRR stretch of highways and roads and everything..... and vast skies.. not a bit like Singapore =)

road that i was on taken in a different angle in sepia =.=
guess how bored i got....

u think u would ever see THIS in Singapore?!?!
NEVERRRRR.. maybe once in a lifetime...
but they do these all the time in Florida..
get planes to fly around leaving words behind..
*thats GOD LOVES U btw* and i have seen things like Trust in Him and such..
faithfulness i guess =)

the same highway just that its only in coloursss =) look at how prettyyy the skies are...

lots of land, roads, skies, clouds and grass and America =)

thats one of the hotels in the area. Not WDW but some famous hotel that i cant rmbr, see how much land they can have to themselves.. haha.

By the side of the road nearing Chatham Square which is where other CPs (College Program Interns) and I(International)CPs stay. Alot more spacious, prettier, expensive and modernized than our Vista Way... but Vista Way still has the most memories afterall.. =)

More Photos to come anyway =))
But i'll place photos in accordance to the dates that they are taken so i wont mess them up. So guess u guys have to scroll back to check but i'll leave a remark just to let u guys know which date i have slotted them in =)

p.s Guess now i'm the one missing Orlando.. haha
miss, misses and missesssss <3

back from orlando!

2009-01-19T12:57:00.002+08:00

morning guys.. haven been updating bcos i have been busy and plain lazy to just get started with my blog!

anyway, i miss the old times with my frens and also my new found friends in orlando =))
*i doubt anybody reads what i say* hahah

and.. there have been changes.. for better and for worse i guess..
recently, i feel more xing fu than ever.. not just with friends but with my family and relationship.. trying to make it work out better..

i guess.. sometimes when u are too busy, u tend to forget to slow down and appreciate the beauty of having your loved ones around u.. that's one lesson i've brought back all the way from orlando..

and to someone out there who still cares and didnt forget me..
remember to slow down and look around you.. we are all still around here.. waiting for u to realise that we are still here.. and also that we still care for u..

afterall.. friendships that have lasted that long cant be broken that easily i guess..

ps.
i miss shimin and eunice!!!
thanks shimin for enlightening me on certain issues i never knew.. <3 ya!

promise to update in a while! =)) with photos i hope.. haha

妈妈的爱

2008-12-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

毕业典礼上开始下起无情的大雨，把大家的心情打乱了，把我的牛仔裤淋湿了。
回到家的我把牛仔裤脱下，准备要把它烫干。
拿起妈妈寄来的烫斗，有正温馨的感觉。

我一向都知道妈妈是爱我的，只是不知道原来她是那么的爱我。
记得我刚刚来到美国时的心情是烦躁的。几乎天天都不开心，妈妈天天都叫我凡事要忍。
当她知道我为了烫斗的事而不开心，二话不说，马上就寄了一个烫斗来。

她明明就知道我这里轻而易举的就能买到一个烫斗，可是还是要把烫斗大老远的寄来。
收到烫斗时的我，才知道原来妈妈的爱那么容易的就显示在寄来的烫斗里。

即使我来到了这里，我并没有失去什么，妈妈也一样的把她的爱放在我身上，把那份爱给带来了这里。

牛仔裤干了，妈妈的爱还是在的，并没有因为牛仔裤干了而也跟着消失，心里还是感觉温馨的。

谢谢妈妈，我也爱你 =）

nature's way of saying i love u

2008-12-10T13:31:00.008+08:00

为了看你我才张开双眼看见世界多美丽

看见每朵白云每片叶子全都在说

我爱你

days in orlando~

2008-11-26T04:18:00.011+08:00

a nalright! i am back from new york!! while i am busy trying to gather all photos, let some random photos do the talking while i get BUSY!

Thats Eunice posing for me, haha. Mcdonalds for dinner and i had happy MEAL!!! WHOOO!!See my meal? i got tt giraffe that talks =x

half photo from inside the bus and the cast members waitin for the bus outside, separated by that glass between us.
Sunset outside one of the Disney Apartments while on the way to the outlet malls. isn't it great that u get to see these everyday?

Shi Min with that stalk of grass or whatever.

CLose up shot of white flowers outside apartment (credits to shimin as photographer for this shot)

Flowers flowers and more flowers. i think my mum would <333>

Blue skies in Orlando -sorry for dark photos =x

i love this pinecone shot or whatever they call it. feels winter but not winter at the same time because there's no snow around. zz

Blue skies again. (ok ok i admit i am in love with the skies here)*surrender*

Shi Min doing the Bollywood style.

Blue sky and winding road. (winding road photo with credits to shimin as photographer) =x Thanks hor shimin.haha

Lesson at Patterson Court. so much prettier than Vista Way per-lease.

Close up shot of purple flower, funny how all the flowers bloom so much in winter =) red and white, purple and yellow.

Lastly, Sunset photo at patterson court parking area. pretty isnt it though it came out a lil dark =x sry but i was lazy to edit it. so there u guys go,

wait more for MORE photos ESPECIALLY all the way from NEW YORK okie dokey? haha

meanwhile have lots of fun and take care.
not forgetting that i still miss u guys =)

长大了。。

2008-11-25T14:54:00.003+08:00

婷今天的心情好沉重哦。。
也不知道为什么，上班时还挺高兴的，一下班整个人就一直发愣。
脑海里始终摆脱不了刚刚遇到的小女孩。

chole 今年还没过五岁生日吧，可是身上背负的包袱比任何五岁小孩的还更沉重。

不知道患有肺癌的五岁小女生的心情是如何的。
当科技已经无法再给你任何答案时，你是如何接受事实的。
她是如何接受事实，她知道她的将来会带给她的惊喜和快乐吗？
她有足够的时间吗？

她可以当妈妈的宝贝多久呢，她的辛苦我们旁观者能了解吗？

chole 是妈妈的宝贝，也是心痛的的来源。

因为当你想把世界上最美的给她时，你将会发现时间已经不是在你掌控范围内了，只能尽量把最美好的留给她，只能尽量在她去天堂之前把最美好的留给她。。。

是不是拥有一切，就可能是一无所有？

她拥有的爱和快乐，到了最后又是什么？

Faith consists in believing when it is beyond the power of reason to believe.
-Voltaire

meeting angels

2008-11-08T00:18:00.002+08:00

Nov2, 2008

sry but this is kind of a late post but i still hav a strong urge to blog abt this incident.
about meeting angels..

那个星期日的晚上，我遇见了两位小天使。
其中一个是五岁的小妹妹。
让我影像很深刻是因为在那么小的年纪，她的思想就能够那么成熟的表达对人家的那份爱。

我们的对话：
angel: my mum loves to sing the song save the world and she just keep on singing and singing. i dont know what she want to be in the future, maybe a singer? but i tink she can be my mum.

他是那么容易的表达出他对她家人的爱了。

angel: are you allowed to talk to me?

她担心我再跟她说话的时候会被经理骂。那么我就跟她说我的柜台就在前面，不会有问题的。
她就是那么轻易的表达出他对人家的担心。

angel: can you color with me?

接着她就和我分享了她在涂鸦的画纸，请我陪陪她画画。她就是那么的宽容和不自私的让我陪她画画。

angel: do you need a chair to sit on?

她看见我是站着跟她说话的，担心我的脚会不舒服，所以就毫不犹豫地问我需要椅子吗。
过后当她要离开的时候，她跟我说声再见了，转过身子，冲向我，抱了我紧紧地一下下，放开他的小手，说声“thankyou for all the goodies you have given me, you have a good night and have a safe trip home alright?"
她那灿烂的笑容就那么的离我而去。我那瞬间的感受难以形容，因为我从没想过原来一个小女孩给与的爱是能如此的胜过其他人给的爱。就是因为那么的单纯，才那么的有震撼力，那么得容易感动任何人。

其实爱身边的人是可以那么得容易表达出来的。不需要大费奏章的表达出来，而是用最真实最动人的方法表达出来，简单是最快乐的。

good news！

2008-11-07T02:39:00.004+08:00

hi guys! i'm backkkk..
sorry to have made u waited tttttt longggg..
GD NEWS!!
i received my package from singapore on tuesday!!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

MY 7kg HEAVY BOX!!! ty er jie, papa, mama, darling and gugu da jie for preparing it for me =)
i had a hard time carrying it back while it was freezing outside >.<

apartment 1508 =) for me! yayyyy!!
so when is da jie and joe sending me my card? *ehem* haha

all the stuff inside!! so overwhelming!!
看到包裹时候的感受是不法形容的=)
超开心的哦！！
你们有没有看到包裹里的主角呢？tadaaa
那就是我的黑酱油了！！！
而且这些东东都是我的！！ wahahahaha
二姐还送了我很多的面膜哦！谢谢二姐，爱死你了!!

你们看看eunice的表情也够惊讶的吧。haha
还有感叹号在她头上的哦=x

谢谢亲爱的豪豪写给我的卡。
单单看了封面就忍不住想要流泪的。因为卡里写的东西都是我的感受。haha

看了卡片里面的字后还到我的眼泪不停的流。超丢脸的。=.=

可是还是谢谢你=）

因为你能了解我的感受咯=）

大家好，我是家庭里的新成员。我也是布布的好朋友。我的名是大头。请大家多多指教！谢谢!

婷决定了很久才把大头买下来的。哈哈。大头每天晚上都会陪我睡觉咯。至少有个伴了=）

做了超多的shopping给大家的，原因是现在有打折哦。wahaha，还真的是赚到！ yay！

最后，希望我的亲爱的玛丽亚小姐把她那又臭又乱的衣服整理好，不然我就快要疯了!!!

谢谢爸爸妈妈，二姐，还有豪豪那么的疼爱我！

我也爱你们哦！！ <3

happy birthday yahui darling~

2008-11-01T02:19:00.000+08:00

happy birthday darling yahui!!

生日快乐哦！
希望你天天还是那么快乐
还有你的事业顺顺利利
如果有一天有机会的话，说不定我会和你一起上下班=）
希望那天快快来

记得好好照顾自己，我并没有忘记你的生日哦！

take care and love you！<3

happy birthday gene darling~ =)

2008-10-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENE!!!
sry for the late bdae post but anyway,
生日快乐！！
我们不在的时候，要好好照顾自己，凡事都要忍一忍
和大家和平共处，生活会过得比较快了
等我们回来了，再一起出去玩 =）

要好好珍惜每一天，好好利用时间，把生活过得充实点。

take care！
miss u！

生日快乐咯！！
天天要开心哦=D

happy birthday yen darling

2008-10-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

yen darling!
sorry for the late update!
but happy birthday!

生日快乐哦。
希望你天天幸福快乐
越来越美美
要好好照顾自己咯！
爱你！

missing home

2008-10-22T03:40:00.002+08:00

In faith there is enough light for those who want to believe and enough shadows to blind those who don't.
-Blaise Pascal

ting miss home =)
alot..
though the road to home may be difficult..
having faith is all i need..
now..

Happy Birthday Darling Jasmine

2008-10-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Darling JASMINEEEEE

although u r in Sanya and i m in Orlando.. no matter what i still want to tell u that i miss u alot alot n alot and plsss plsss plsss enjoy ur bdae k.. take it as once in a lifetime bdae =)

ting ting sings bdae song to u alright =)

祝你生日快乐

祝你生日快乐

祝你生日快乐~~~

祝你生日快乐~~~

希望你天天开心

永远永远的快乐~

loveya！

Epcot

2008-10-14T07:35:00.006+08:00

EPCOT HERE WE COME!! =x
we went to Epcot to watch its fireworks in the evening after we finished our trip to MK! the fireworks were !!!!!! hahaha..

isnt it SUPER DUPER ULTRA GIGANTICCCC~ haha

close up of tt 'golfball'
reminds me of sg's durian
but we didnt get to take the rides over there.. only managed to eat mac, churros and watch FIREWORKS!! yayy

one of the many fountains they have.

prettyy =D n big.. keke

this one is prettyy too =) they have all e lights out at night n u see the different worlds n countries tt they feature.. u will go wooooo..waaa... wowwww...

finally.. after waiting for half n hour!! fireworks!! Illuminations!
they dimmed all e lights in Epcot and in a few minutes time the whole sky was lighted up by the fireworks with a globe in the middle of the 'pond'
slowly the globe opened up which signify the opening of the world and 1 after another, the different countries in Epcot lighted up and everyone went waaaa.. hahha

more fireworks =)

prettyyy =)

see tt country light up? sry i forgot which country.. haha

tts e GLOBEEE! cool~
lastly i will end off with a short clip of a tiny part of the fireworks.. haha.. enjoy!
sry for the poor quality of the video though =)

n i will try my best to update as much as possible alright =)
cya!
i miss u guys still =)
especially u =)

muacks!

i miss u happy 28th mth

2008-10-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1st MONTH IN ORLANDO~~
WHEEEEEE~~

happy 28th mth birthday darling..
i miss u =)

Magic Kingdom

2008-09-25T22:08:00.008+08:00

Alright!
as promised! photos for MAGIC KINGDOM which were dued loonggg ago =x

we got into MK via the FERRY~ cool~ =x

6 of us while wating for tt ferry.. chenise, diana, me, poovanes, xin ying and pei jing =)

SEE THE AMOUNT OF BALLOONS TT GUY HAS ON HIS HANDS!! *can i hav all of them pls~* *someone pls volunteer to donate to this poor girl here =D

minute maid frozen lemonade WITHHHHH STRAWBERRRRRRRIEESSS!! yayyyyy
such a big tub n so niceeee >.< *i promise to bring some of them back* (in my stomach)

so many birdies EVERYWHERE~ like heaven =D or animal kingdom? =x

haha, we took turns to try the execution thingy.. kinda funny.. see how tall peijing is tt she has to bend her knees..hehe

me n poovanes turn on it, i'm too short.. haha.. n i dont look as though i am abt to die XD

diana with chenise.. i dont know whats wrong with chenise? she got executed first? oops

see all their pretttyyy buildingsss =)

somebody's gonna have their wedding photo taken with cinderella!!! i want to get married too~

SPLASH MOUNTAIN!! what can i say~ SPLASH!! plunge into e waters n get all wetttt =)

we went on the peter pan kiddy ride (ya i know, we are kids)
SEE MY ARIEL? SHE'S SINGING TO ME PER-LEASE!

Diana with her toot face on the "flying ship or whatever" in front of us

READY FOR PETER PAN? haha =x u know they have the automatic 'travel-lator' tt allows u to b in pace with e flying ship when u board it in case u fall, i saw this cast member kinda exercising on it as a running track or say strolling track.. haha..

beside splash mountain w/o the splash =.=

WE WENT TO HUANTED MANSION!! whoo.. i tot it would be rather scary for me but as poovanes said, its for young kids..hahah.. but thanks to my night blindness and laughin gas, i couldnt have relax tt much without them either.. haha.. thanks everyone who was holding me =x

'its a small world after all~' they kept playing it throughout the whole journey.
showcases the different countries n cultures tt each country has n they r really small n cuteee =)

see how nicely they decorate the skies too. its lyk u entered into something else not of ur world =)

with all the tiny people singing and dancing to the music~

the long ride~n i saw this cockroach by the side of the display really closed to me N I FREAKED OUT!! n it ran away.. haha

THAT CASTLE WHICH WE ALL HAD TO SEE EVERY SINGLE TIME!
isnt it soooo nice with tt background.. awww..

Cinderella's Castle~ my ariel nowhere in sight.. might be swimming in that nearby lake =)

tt guy really didnt know how to hold a camera properly i guess?

a better photographer i think..haha

lastly, say bye to MK~~~haha

haha guys.. i've been really busy n stuff.. thus for e late posts n everything.. i still hav alot of photos coming up for u if u r still reading.. haha =)

nitey! thanks n i miss u guys TONSSSSS <3 muacks!

n i miss u too darling =)

regret

2008-09-20T02:27:00.003+08:00

i am seriously regretting this..
n i hate myself for whatever it is..
selfish yes i m..
to have made this choice..
foolish me..
and to have to go thru this alone..
pretending to be myself.. when i'm not..
it sucks to be me..

lives in Orlando.

2008-09-18T21:56:00.011+08:00

alright.. here's my update on what's happening in Orlando..
Apparently we r the lucky bunch cos 1 fine day as i was having my lunch in the break area, i started chatting with this guy and i asked him abt the hurricane news. What he said was that usually at this period of the month hurricanes will hit here but this season they passed us. Last season they even had 3 hurricanes hit them at e same time.. so how safe can we be =)

alright.. photos photos n more photos.. i'll let them do the talking =)
we visited the hollywood studios the other day and here are the photos.. we went to watch beauty and the beast, done aerosmith roller coaster, watch 3D shows, went through
some movie thing.. i cant rmbr..
den we caught in a heavy rain and got drenched..zzz
tt shld be all.. haha..
i'll upload these for e moment n continue with the other theme parks cos its seriously taking up too much time to load.. =)

the high school musical guys dancing to those songs.. =x
but really high atmosphere over there lyk how they interacted with e audience n stuff.. their stage movable de lo.. n they r able to contd dancing even when e stage is shifting away..
*amazed*

We went to watch Indiana Jones with all e stunts n stuff.. kinda wow*. they eve invited audience to join them n be part of the show!

Some movie trail =)

snapshot of us..

some of the lights =)

indiana jones again~ makes me rmbr conrad's mst qn on indiana airline n jones n how i got them al mixed up..

more stunts from them~

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST!! *LOVEEEEEE*

so pretty their costumes >.<

and she's so prettttyyy..

the characters.. i love chip!! =D

The final scene =D

high school musical performance under the hat =)

see how many ppl there r.. imagine how much they earn every single day x4 of each of their theme parks.. haha

tts all ppl.. wait until i upload more exciting photos!

and guys.. thanks for ur concern and stuff.. i m feelin much better already =)

dont worry abt me =DDD

take care n miss u ppl sooo much >.<

sometimes i wish u were there..

ORLANDO!! here i come~

2008-09-10T23:50:00.038+08:00

afternoon guys! FINALLY IT's TIME FOR TING TO UPDATEE.. fans i know u've been waiting long.. dont worry.. i'll autograph for u =x HAHAHA how bu yao lian can i be..

anyway.. here's my update..
firstly i thank everyone who gave their best wishes.. sent me off.. and everyone who cared..
n here i m.. safe n sound in orlando..

believe me.. it was a h**l of a flight.. not tt its bumpy n stuff.. but tiring n uncomfortable..
24 hrs.. who can take tt.. not me.. haha..

before e day i flew.. 04 had a chalet n all my jipos came tgt to make a scrapbook for me..
i m lyk so especially touched at joe's action pls..
not tt i m not touched with e rest.. but my jipos have always been soooo sweet.. so naturally whatever they did for me was sweet as well..
i was so surprised tt joe even participated!!
n he made a heart for me~~ awww.. i know u love me too haha..
in e whole of jipos i tink i worry for joe e most.. dont say tt i m motherly again!
dunno y.. mayb i cant bear to let him go.. hahah we have always been rather close to each other..
but i didnt expect him to cry >.<
awww.. ting sayang joe ok.. i'll miss u too.. n i m =)

see how well done e card is..haha n also.. ty xueshi for tt pair of hand-made earrings.. so pretty~
n ar ming for his card.. i didnt know he's so sentimental.. kekek.. =)

well.. before i flew.. haohao passed me e card tt he prepared.. although he was tryin to hide from me n stuff but well.. he nvr did really surprise me except for the DS case.. but i didnt dare to read e card until i board e plane.. n gd thing i read it on board.. if not i would have broken down right in front of him..

ty darling.. i miss u too =)
i guess other than my family who is capable of making me cry so hard would be aiai n my jipos le..
how can i not miss them..

oh! the flight! everyone pls clap for me.. haha.. i m a brave girl..
i sat alone throughout the whole flight.. although i would lyk to thank chenise n diana for waiting for me before we connect to another flights..
if not i would have missed e flight alone.. haha..
just to let u guys know.. we almost missed our flight cos e customs at States were sllllooowwwerrrr than a turtle crawling..
but fortunately ms chen came to our rescue but our luggages missed e flight n we had to wear e same clothes for 1 extra day =(

while we flew from sg to tokyo which was ard 7 n half hours, i slept lyk a pig, watch the happening, fiddled with e remote, played some games, played my DS, adjusted my chair, read the card ar ming n haohao gave me, hugged my pillow n ate alot.. haha.. actually it's rather interesting to sit alone.. =)

we took northwest n i took this while waiting for the flight to take off to detroit michigan from narita tokyo. i sat alone with other passengers n i got to know these 2 lovely jap ladies.. 1 of the lady gave me her namecard n ask me to visit her if i have e chance.. ahha! they r so polite as well >.< when i talked to them i cant help nodding with them as well.. hahah..

view of tokyo while we took off.. i had nth better to do as u can see.. but pretty =) n exciting.. haha..

we flew from tokyo to michigan n the flight took us a torturing 11 n half hour. i dunno if e sun is rising or setting.. confused abt e time.. haha.. but what i know is tt we were crossing the international date line =)

the next moment i woke up, its night time already.. i guess we just crossed e international date line? haha.. correct me if i m wrong =)

we arrived in ORLANDO!! n went ahead to Vista Way apartments n had our briefings =)

n after which we settled in these pretty apartments >.<

the living room =)

the bathroom =)

the kitchen area =)

MY BED!!! yayayayayayayayayya!!!

i didnt disappoint ur k.. jipos.. i brought e scrapbook along..

i brought haohao's musical box along..

i brought both teddies n poo poo along..

n i brought my pillow along =)

darling i brought e sweater u bought for me as well =)

N I WEAR IT ALMOST EVERY NIGHT!! =x hohoho~

another photo of my cutie bed.. i know ur wan more n more of it.. hahah.. ty po po for the bed linens u gave me.. i m using it =)

my bedroom.. e other bed belongs to Mariam my new roomate from S. Africa =)

oh! n i m currently staying with Mariam, Emily and Shi Min from 01, Eunice n Cherie from 03 =)

the next few days we had more n more briefings =.=

they handed us our name tags n id cards as well.. n they wrote our language as Melayu..

so unfortunately they had to change it to Pu Tong Hua *mandarin* which i didnt take a photo of.

i have other photos available still but with Diana n Chenise.. so i'll get it from them soon n upload it soon =)

ALL OUR NAMETAGGGGSSS prettyyyyyy~

the next day we made our way to magic kingdom, not to play but had our photos taken for ms chen to bring them back to sg.. see how halloween is nearing in disney..

big pumpkin heads n pretty buildings =)

- how i hope someone is there to share it with me

one of the buildings~

group photo of all e 17 of us! kinda dark *sry*

next we head up towards Cinderella's Castle to have more photos taken..

n guess who we met on the way.. Walt Disney n Mickey holding hands!! haha.. fake~

but pretty still.. =)

Pinnochio!! is tt how i spell it?

Cinderella's Castle in PURPLE!! whoooo.. its really HUGE n nice!! >.<

n then its blue.. or green.. i dont know..

one of the wall cartoons they had in one of the training buildings =) pluto look so real lyk 3D..haha

n there u go.. mickey n minnie again.. to say e truth.. i tink its really propaganda..haha.. everywhere we go.. its disney here disney there.. even after we step out of e area it's still disney in walmart as well.. =.= we r being brain washed.......

Alice in Wonderland in figurinessss =DDDD cuteee..

I WONT MISS OUT ON ARIEL WOULD I?!?! hahaha i <3 herrrrr...

princess display at Downtown Disney where i work.. but not in here =)

i'm assigned to work in Pooh Corner n will hop around Mickey's Pantry and Once Upon A Toy =)

Cinderella n Prince Charming =x awww... i wished i was her~

Downtown Disney!! at World of Disney where Pei Jing is working at =)

didnt take alot of photos at downtown n they r mostly with diana as well..

Just to let u know my new address =)

It's

13501 Meadow Creek Drive

Apartment #1508

Orlando, Florida 32821

and to update what i've been doing so far..

i've done my training n is gonna start work real soon.. lyk sat..

n i m doin well..

ppl have been nice to me n stuff..

even not i can still survive.. =)

n the locals over here r really friendly~ haha.. they hi bye u everywhere u go..

i will have alot of fun,

grow stronger,

be independent,

be a good girl,

n meet new frens..

most importantly,

i miss u guys alot.. =) i wont try to be negative but there r certain times where i cant control myself.. haha but haohao has heard enough of my ranting already.. so i shall not continue..

n feel free to drop me a letter or 2.. i would love to hear from u guys as well. just make sure if u r writing in.. be sure to let me know k =) cos i need to check n stuff lyk tt..

tt shld be all.. i shall update soon k! =) promise! sry if e post had been long, boring n made any of u feel uneasy.. =x

muacks!

love u guys!

1 more wk~

2008-08-26T12:36:00.003+08:00

1 more wk to orlando n yet i m still dreaming over here..

been thinkin how i'll be missing everything here before i even fly over..
gotta psych myself up for this trip! =)

yay yay. everything is so gonna be FINE N GREAT! or not..

7 days to sep2nd........ dreading and so excited *pls, its self denial*

countdown

2008-08-14T09:24:00.002+08:00

yup.. lazy to update again.. been busy and everything
and presentations and assignments have finally ended =)
i ended my job at the start of august hoping to have more spare time to spend with my family which hopefully i did =)
but it seem lyk i still have a busy schedule, driving lessons, driving test, exams, packing, buying and storing. haha

20 more days...
time doesnt stop.. well, i wish i could make it stop..
but on the other hand, i guess i gain smtk in return..
lyk the saying goes, u cant have the best of both worlds at the same time..

i hope that i do enjoy my itp over at florida and get home real fast to see everyone here =)

i still love u guys =D
muacks
xie xie chabo for always comforting me whenever i start worrying..
I LOVE U~ <3

Beijing Olympics 2008

2008-08-08T23:42:00.001+08:00

haha.. what should i say? happy birthday Beijing?
well from what i heard, i guess they really did a great job for the opening ceremony though i didnt get to finish it =(

but their fireworks were lyk WOWWWWWW n YEAAAAA stuff.. keke
tough to compare it with SG's fireworks =x
cos they have e $$?
but anyway, i am practically IN LOVE with their theme song Beijing Welcomes You.
it's like e song itself is so powerful + with all e singers, who wouldnt love it? =)

i found 1 in youtube thats really nice gd quality, with translation and everything..keke~ enjoy~
if it's taking too much time, try e link instead =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLTy2kpxOjM&feature=related

outing!

2008-07-21T08:25:00.009+08:00

20 July 2008 (Sunday)

after work, went over to grandma place for dinner and realised Ah yi just came back from Japan Osaka with her company colleagues. Well, she bought some snacks for us!

i know tt black thing looks disgusting but it tastes GREAT! haha

tt's a black sesame mochi btw. =x

and SHE BOUGHT STRAWBERRY KITKAT for us!!!

taste okie but the packaging looks exciting..LOL

thanks AH YI!! =D

Was on my way to work today and i met...

Debbie from 03! haha.

well, we had a small chat on e train and found out that she was on her way to orchard oso for her group project. they are like 100XXX hardworking den me..haha

anyway, nice to meet her..keke =D

*realised that i had only 1 more week with my company, kinda miss the laughter and the tai-tais over there.. haha

19 July 2008 (Saturday)

Work today and guess what Xiao Ping gave me while working!

She showed me what her mum had bought from dunno where and either i dam kuku (which i might have been), i was WOWWW.

i never seen POLO sweets flavoured with raspberry and blackcurrant!! i love the blackcurrant one!! >.<>

see. blackcurrant is purple and raspberry is pink!

even after i opened them, the sweets are coloured as well!!! *amused*

After working, haohao n me met up with gene, jas, both their brothers..haha.. cute ar their brothers. and we went to Geylang to have dim sum for dinner =.= @ 126.

to ogle at those pretty 'ladies' waiting for people to pick them up.

the dim sum stall abit lock-cok but the food are not tt bad =D

our dishes! i LOVE my century egg porridge! >.<

although it was pouring outside, it didnt ruin our mood for dinner did it? =D

i guessed we all wanted to order more but we chose to go over to the nearby rocher stall to have beancurd..haha

guess how hungry these brothers are. as if they havent eaten for days!

more pics are with jas =)

i just love hanging out with them =D

NAPFA 15july

2008-07-21T08:13:00.004+08:00

15 July 2008

Morning all! and here i m after so long, going to update on our NAPFA.

well, actually there's nth much to say abt it except how much fun we had.

Jipos and Famous Five went running together. So our Dear Diana said " so, Famous Pos we all are now." lol.

anyway, most of us managed to get through the five stations but for the 2.4 run, we kinda gave up.. Well, Jazreel was super uber fast, Haiping, Diana, Gwean and Chenise managed to pass and for Jipos, WE ALL FAILED!! haha. Guess it was because i had not fully recovered from my flu and cough and cos all of us had stitches..haha. well, they say, birds of the same feathers flock together..lol.

anyway, this is US after the run. Though tiring, look at how much fun we had!

Miss Universe

2008-07-17T22:54:00.005+08:00

AND MISS UNIVERSE IS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

MISS VENEZUELA!!!

i wonder how many more times they would be crowned miss universe..

BUT she definitely is SUPER GORGEOUS!!

i like Miss Mexico as well though.. keke..

as quoted from Yahoo! News (Miss Venezuela) "Mendoza, 22, is a 5-foot, 10-inch (178-centimeter), green-eyed beauty who enjoys learning languages and photography."

178cm (oh god!) =O

and once again, Miss USA tripped on her gown....

might be a trend since the last Miss USA tripped as well.. =.=

anyway, they are all just so pretty as well =)

this is the 100th post

2008-07-11T00:15:00.005+08:00

this is the 100th post since i started blogging.
i know its like i took so long to get to this post.
And because of this, i would like to dedicate this post to these 4 friends of mine who have made great changes in one and some parts of my life.

dear friend,

i didnt know that u had so much trouble and are struggling through so much things in life. yes. i do understand why u are always saying how xing fu i am. i m so sorry that i have been so oblivious to much of ur troubles and frustrations. i wanted so much to be with u, to share ur happiness with me, to lighten ur burdens and give u comfort when u need a support that much. i hope that my xing fu will be shared among u and to make sure that u have the same xing fu as mine. keep yourself safe when i am away. keep yourself warm when it rains. keep yourself strong even when things aint looking bright.

u are important to me and if anything really happens, i want to be always there for u. i have so much more that i want to say but some things are meant so much that even when left unsaid, it will be conveyed fully to the ones whom this msg is intended for.
That i do believe i love you.

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

yen,yahui,eugene,jasmine

map map map~

2008-07-10T22:57:00.007+08:00

morning all~ okie okie.. cut e crap. YES, TING IS FEELING EXTREMELY LOW bcos of some personal stuff although happy stuff did happen today as well. But sometimes there are certain things whereby u r not supposed to know n somehow someone at work gives u a chance to come to know it and LET IT BE OF A SHOCK TO U.!

i think i will start with e better stuff of the day
firstly, Da jie set up this stall todae at e Flea Market in SB. *flea* lol
business was so-so.
these are Rachel's orchid flowers =)
they are so cute n pretty pls~ she's still selling. Anyone interested, pls tag..lol =x

These are da jie's handmade jewelleries~

These are da jie's handmade *oh-so-cute* snowman~

and being such a nice cousin jie yan is~ she kindly brought me to marina sq planet traveller to get me a map for orlando. *psst* its on discount*

ty yan jie~

alright, end of story. ting no mood to further elaborate.

WHY?

~~bcos i hate myself for not being able to change anything for anyone. eg. someone's future.~~

~~bcos tt person has no intention to say it and i shall not ask it.~~

~~how irritating can it be just to beg u to stop ruining your own future. THAT TOUGH?~~

~~i know, no matter what i say, it doesnt change anything, so for now, i will SHUT UP.~~

2008-07-08T08:05:00.002+08:00

ting is sick!!!! >.<
and i hate medicine~

worse!
i found out that my psychology summary is not finished yet!!!
and PP portfolio as well!! cham ar cham ar~
i must buck up and put in more efforts pls~

2008-07-06T11:08:00.004+08:00

WHY AM I SO FICKLE-MINDED!
STOP IT AND MAKE UP YOUR MIND!
dont stay at the same spot and start thinking of the same thing every now and then!

what is done is done and has to be gotten over with!
YES!
SO shut up!

ROAR!!!!
*splash splash*

p.s scary rite? hahah

job notice!!

2008-07-05T09:53:00.002+08:00

*yawn*
morning guys =D

i've decided tt i shld try to urge myself to update more frequently..
so here goes..
there's gonna be work later at 12pm~
oh! anyone interested in my position?
bcos i have actually told my mgt that i'll stop working at the start of august.
and they wanted me to recommend somebody to them.
working days would be on Sat n Sun (weekends)
most probably in the afternoon.

SO! is anyone interested?!?!?!
keep me informed k?
email me, ring me, tag me, nudge me, private msg me!
Whatever! =D

i was thinking of doin some jogging later in the evening, but is extremely tired at the moment..
Shall see how later. =D

Went swimming with Sileng on Thurs after her lesson which i skipped =x
i lost something really precious =(
some keychain tt haohao bought for me..
felt so angry at myself for being so careless and dumb ass!
and upset at whoever took it after i dropped it!!

i'm lyk some idiot who kept on cryin on the way back home.. although haohao did comfort me, but haiz.. i still cant get over it..
i tink those passers-by must have thought tt i am from some *shen jing bing yuan*
i kept mumbling and crying and whining and everything.. lol..
come to think of it, yes i am a dumb ass. =.=

so long~haha=D

random post

2008-07-04T23:08:00.004+08:00

just some random thoughts that had been in my mind for the past few days.

i just realised how busy i am gonna be since i'll be leaving in sep soon..
and while i am having my internship in florida, i'll need to send in a weekly report to my lecturer to verify my existence *duhhh*
not only that, i need to work at least 5 days /wk + 1-2 days of lessons every wk by some professor and of cos with his assignments that i need to complete.
Other than tt, i need to promise myself to constantly update my blog although it might b dead already, to let those in Singapore know tt *YES* i am still alive and kicking.

and as for preparation, i not only realised that i need to start worrying about my application, sponsorship from school, learn a few dishes etc *so i dont eat he bao dan everyday*, start thinking of what i actually need to bring along, learn abit of spanish? *maybe* haha ,my insurance??!?! and more etc yadda yadda blah blah blah..

BUSY =.=

ON TOP OF TT I STILL NEED TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS IN AUGUST?!!?!

*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

help~

i hope everything goes smooth and well..

changed my skin!

2008-07-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

YAY~~~ finally~~ i've changed my skin to this orange themed full of life yet simple skin~
and i've also changed my song to You're Still The One by Shania Twain~ enjoy~ lyrics at the side =)

Been having sleepless nights and worrying about some random stuff~
wasnt feeling my best everydae, but THANKS to shanshan~ our jipo~ she readily bought me some chocolates to cheer my day up~ XIE XIE MEI NU~ =x
i did share k.. hee.. AND ITS NICE~ not only her, thank all the jipos who made my dae =)
i shall remain as kai xin guo *happy apple* for somemore days..haha..
anyway, i hope shan's leg recover soon for her NAPFA.

see the chocolate shan bought me~ delicious, pink and cute.. =x

Talking about NAPFA~ I HAVE BEEN TRAINING!! YAY~~ *3 cheers for me pls* *everybody pls clap and encourage me* =x
i just realised that it has been abt 2 - 3 yrs since i last exercised =.=
how lazy and fat ass can i be..
but this time round's NAPFA, i'll work hard to pass!!! especially 2.4 =S
to all those who are joining as well, JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!! ROARRRR!~

okie other then NAPFA, this is my pretty fishhy tank tt i have set up abt 1-2 wks ago. Although recently there has been an increase in the death toll, i'm sure they will b fine since i added medication in already =.=
deceased: a few tetras;
MY PRETTY MALE GUPPY!! CRIESSSS*
well.. that seems to be all =)

this is me, mama, papa and haohao's small fruit of labour.. kekeke.. we worked extra hard okie =D

all the best to me for NAPFA and also, to haohao's friend who is going through some difficulties in his life at the moment.. =) take care!!!

i am a lazy pig pig pig~ pig pig pig~ snort* oink* snort*

2008-06-20T10:09:00.017+08:00

YES! I AM DEFINITELY LAZY!! I ADMIT IT!!
YAY~~~ so now can i not study for my papers? *BIG SMILE*
alright alright.. as most of u know.. i m having my papers next wk from mon - thur.. so pls don tempt me with anything not relevant, though i know i will tempt myself.. =.=
anyway.. i am suppose to be studying now..
but as all can see.. i m currently blogging.. *i promise i will study after blogging* *cross fingers* =x

i haven been updating recently.. why?
i've been lazy.. and a bit busy =x kekek..

alright.. let me post some outdated photos.. =x

02/06/08 special day for both of us~ went for dinner tgt after visiting eugene in the hospital.
mr ling wanted to bring me out for some fanciful food but i just cant put the 100 buck per person food into my mouth. i opted for a low cost, low budget, happy go lucky food called Ajisen Ramen. keke.. what is more impt is that both parties also happy ma..

anyway..the pictures says how tastful their food can in as well =)
and i liked my pressie =D though it cost &^#&#@^#&@ bomb! thanks anyway~

*slurp*

*mr ling doing a pose for my phone*

as i said, before that we went to visit eugene in the hospital.. anyway long story.. so i shall not bother with going over that story again. We took quite a number of photos, say.. they cam-whored* not me! * =x

*see the expression on our face? maybe hospital television shows are just nice* keke..

*our group photo* 1st from left: me =D
2nd behind me: jasmine mei nu~
3rd in the middle: eugene ah pek in hospital suit~
4th on right: yahui mei nu~
see how birthday party the visit looks like? =x

*look at what army has done our eugene ah pek into! SKIN DISCOLOURATION!!!! OH NO~~*

*funny faces* left: me =D

right: michelle da mei nu~ =D

*random photo taken in school with all jipos except for rachel who went MIA* =x

lady on left in red: Estee taitai~ *taken*

mei nu on left with dimple in black and white: Yushan siao cha bo~ *taken*

siao cha bo beside estee tai tai: me!! =D *taken*

lady beside yu shan: Shaidah *taken*

macho man in white: (he says he is macho not i say) Joe *SINGLE AND AVAILABLE*

lady on far right: Si Leng Da jie~ *SINGLE AND AVAILABLE*

lady on front right: Joyce~ *SINGLE AND AVAILABLE*

all those interested in *single and available status* pls contact me at *you know what no.*

joking pls~ =x

yup! on 19 MAY (Vesak Day) papa and mama off!!!

we had a fun filled exciting and hilarious trip. so what comes out of this trip?

many photos taken! but i only uploaded the more seeable ones =x

p.s photos taken near jurong hilltop restaurant~

look at my dad's and mum's expressions~ how classic can they be~ =D

in front those 2 only act cool~

zui ke ai de hai shi wo de xiao mei in the center~ >.<

see how my parents willing to pei he with me! keke~
my idea wor =x

*mr ling and me* aww~

*family photo!* cant rmbr when was the last time we had a full family photo taken.

but mama was complaining about her tummy. So pls don tell her i posted it on blog! * =x
oh! look at the hand signs 1, 2, 3, 4 & 5!!

is that one of your friends which ran away? lost and found. pls claim back asap~ it bites =x

*pollution* ewwww~

another one of your friends~ pls do not let them roam about freely~ this one bites too~

ah ha! see? enough photos to feed you for the whole day~~~~~~

meanwhile take care! and i'll blog soon~ SOON~~ SOOOONNNN~~~~~ =x

Courage

2008-04-30T15:21:00.003+08:00

Sometimes..
I really do feel..
that the courage you all give..
is so immense..
that i really feel..
with it.. i can do anything and everything..

i'm so fortunate..
i will remember you all who brought happiness into my life..
no matter where i will be..

thank you jipo cum da jie aka sileng for the beautiful notebook which speaks a thousand words..

Worries

2008-03-27T09:49:00.005+08:00

It has been six daes ever since my grandma had this bad fall at home and needed stitches on her head and got admitted to hospital.
BUT!
SHE WAS DISCHARGED YESTERDAE!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~
but we are still worried at her condition..
afraid tt she might fall again..
worry tt her headache may come back to her..
worry abt her anaemic problems..
yadda yadda yadda..

thanks to all who are concerned abt her.. =D
sorry to have kept your worried about her condition..
and now she's fine~ so not to worry k =D

that dae when she fell.. everything went into &^#*&#..
i received a call from e maid moments after she fell.. and she was crying and screaming through the phone and we couldnt even understand what happened..=.=

anywae.. after everything got settled and she got admitted.. e few of us continued our outing for the dae since they said that it wasnt serious.. so we were less worried..

on the bus trip to meet my friends..
i said.. * i feel that i have actually become a stronger girl after this incident*
* last time all i can do is cry but now i can actually do things to help!*

& He said.. *ever since u got me beside u, u have already grown alot stronger*
*my eyes got watery* lol..

恶作剧2吻 - Be Your Superman

2008-03-04T13:06:00.003+08:00

afternoon~~ changed my song to this cute fast paced song from 恶作剧2吻.. Be Your Superman

the lyrics are kinda meaningful and interesting.. take a look. =D real nice!

Title: Be Your Superman
Album: 恶作剧2吻 OST

看著我的眼睛仔細聽我說明

用心去體會我的情意

月亮代表我的心流星證明我的情

從今天開始我只屬於你

輕輕的牽著你的手結婚進行曲歌頌

天使般 YOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL

等不及到下一秒鐘想要大聲對你說

WILL YOU MARRY ME? YES I DO

看從前的笑與淚讓我們緊緊相依

盼兩人世界裡總有滿滿的甜蜜

LET ME BE YOUR SUPERMAN

幸福都滿點洋溢你我之間

LET ME BE YOUR SUPERMAN

陪在你身邊一直到永遠

昔日的愛似假非真我總是不太認真

今日卻遇見夢中人

終成眷屬的有情人值得珍惜的過程

有你的人生才完整

念每分每秒都想見到你是否太誇張

戀深愛著對方是共同的信仰

疼你寵你不會騙你不氣你不罵你相信你

永遠陪著你開心在我的心裡就只有你

RAP

我想盡所有辦法製造浪漫的情調

卻掩飾不了體內越來越快的心跳

囉唆不願再錯過

就算前方是墳墓我也決定墮落

隨時隨地出現在你需要我的時刻

為了你失去一切我想那也都值得

BABY 我只願為你你就是我的唯一

horoscope~

2008-03-03T11:32:00.010+08:00

morning all! well.. nvr thought tt i would blogging at this particular moment todae but bcos my driving instructor had to oversleep on my practice day and change it to the late afternoon i got no choice but to come back home n waste some time awae.. i'm currently using my lappy.. why not desktop?
BCOS IT ABANDONED ME BY REFUSING TO START UP!!
criessssssssssssssssssssssssss.....
i needed to use it so badly to do my stuff but it just wouldnt start up even after i pull open its inside and took out its RAM, cleaned it.. covered it back.. yadda yadda yadda.. n STILL REFUSED TO START UP!! nvm.. i shall wait for haohao to come later n give it a good kick! *hai ya!*

so i was surfing on one of the 93.3 DJ blog and came across this horoscope thingy.. 星星王子：星座幸福美满配对... hehe..

although i dont tend to believe in these stuff but.... it seem rather true! >.< 双鱼座幸福美满配对

双鱼最适合的配对还是水象的星座比较好，就是巨蟹座和天蝎座。鱼儿和巨蟹座两个
都是柔情似水的星座，所以很容易彼此了解和包容也容易沟通，是很好的配对哦！鱼儿和天蝎座则是很深情的一对，因为两个人都对爱情很有感觉，所以一但谈起恋爱来就是很刻骨铭心的哦！

and so u can guess.. haohao's horoscope is... here goes...
天蝎座幸福美满配对

蝎子和水象的双鱼以及巨蟹座是大合星座。蝎子和双鱼可是感情深厚的配对，尤其是蝎子对双鱼的善体人意非常的欣赏，而鱼儿也很享受蝎子的照顾，通常只要鱼儿不要太博爱、太悲天悯人，两个人的配对是很幸福的。蝎子和巨蟹都是很想稳定的星座，所以只要是彼此认定了，出轨的机率简直是没有！所以天长地久指日可待！

seee... not only tt.. i realised tt almost all my besties around me are 天蝎座 & 双鱼座.. keke.. say.. did i meet e right people? *pondering*
anywae if the above saying is true.. i hope it does last........ forever..kekek..=D

good day all and i miss u guys! especially jipos and my mahjong kakis okie?! see mee sooonnnnn..=x muacks!

anywae if you guys are really interested in this horoscope thing.. DJ jiafa's blog has alot of these stuff..
>>>>>>>> http://xiejiafa.blogspot.com/

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME~~~

2008-02-24T23:40:00.001+08:00

OH NOOOOOOO!!! MY BIRTHDAE IS GONNA OVER IN LYK 20 min!?!?!
NO PLSSSSSSSSS~~

okie okie~~ for todae.. i've done alot of stuff!
i wan to thank alot of ppl who have made my birthdae so wonderful and enjoyable~

Firstly~
thank you my beloved friends for those touching birthdae wishes:
yenloo darling, jasmine, yahui, eugene, cheryl,weikhim, shimin, elin, yushan, sileng dajie, rachel, jianhong, yihang etc etc etc.. XIE XIE!!! I LOVE YOU!! thank you for making special efforts to send me a birthdae msg and it really made my dae!!

Secondly~
thank you my beloved colleagues:
jane, agnes, xiaoping, sephanie, jocelyn, selfiana etc etc for wishing me a really happy birthdae and singing birthdae song for me!! =D

Lastly~
thank you my most loving and cutest family! ;
POPO for wishing my happy birthdae and for the angbao~
Chuchu mama for sending me a msg early in e morning~
Wei Wei for giving me one of her fav accessories~
Er jie for taking time to choose me a cake~
Papa and mama for paying for tt cake and papa singing birthdae song to me~
Jiumu, jing hui, shi qing for celebrating and blowing out the candles with me~
Kaka for singing me a bdae song~
Aiai for doing so much for me~
n yan jie for her message =D

i love everyone of u~~~
u made my dae the most special of all..=D
MUACKS!!

HAPPY BDAE TO ME~

2008-02-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

at this very moment.. i am blogging.. and counting down to my 19th bdae as well.. so wishing myself in advance a...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthdae to me~
happy birthdae to me~~
happy birthdae to me~~~
happy birthdae to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~

kekekekke....

thank you aiai for celebrating this special dae with me.. for bringing me out for dinner.. trying to get the stuff toy i want through tt *cheat-our-money* machine and for the *surprise* nicey daisy flowers tt u bought for me!! kekek.. yup! wo shi xing fu de~
will upload photos soon~

anywae~ also wanna thank yahui for bringing me my pressie up to the clinic.. =D glad she still rmbrs my birthdae..keke
also.. wanna thank my company for getting me this cutie purse.. thank you for the effort anywae..=D
and all others who rmbrs or dont rmbr or roughly rmbrs my birthdae.. keke.. i still love all of you~ since todae and tmr are happy and joyous occasions. (due to my birthdae =X)
i will not rmbr unhappy events that are goin to happen, is happening or has happened.. =D

thank you for all e best wishes tt i received!!! keke =D
I LOVE YOU!!!!

Happy Valentine's Dae!!

2008-02-14T23:16:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Dae to all!!!
My wishes to those who are single:
I pray tt u'll be able to spend your time with your most treasured loved ones on this very special dae and for every other coming special daes!!

For those who are *married*:
May your all stay blissful, cheerful, lovable and huggable to your Special One and those other special ones around you!! Hoping tt u will enjoy your dae thoroughly everydae, be it mon,tue,wed,thur,fri,sat,sun,my birthdae, your birthdae or VALENTINE'S DAE!! kekeke..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAE TO MY LOVED ONES~ especially...
my mahjong kakis: JASMINE, YENLOO, EUGENE & YAHUI

my jipos: ESTEE, YUSHAN, SHAIDAH, RACHEL, SILENG DAJIE & JOYCE!!

my special ones: ER JIE, PAPA & MAMA, WEIWEI, POPO, AH MA and everyone else in my FAMILY!

special love to: AIAI
thank you for making my dae as enjoyable as alwaes.. and for my surprise present! =D

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! kekek
HAPPY VALENTINE!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

2008-02-09T09:57:00.000+08:00

morning guys and most importantly! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
sure hope u guys enjoyed urselves..
for me.. gonna start work later in the afternoon.. yes..=.= workin on chu 3.. how happening can my life be..lol..
anywae.. i sure did enjoy myself!
visited Chinatown on 30thwan ( the dae b4 new yr) actually to be specific.. its chu 1.. over midnight le ma..keke

as usual.. people mountain people sea..*if u know what i mean* but most of them look around w/o buying ba.. but everywhere was chaos.. oh! manage to catch a glimpse of Elvin Ng (ying jun from shou zhu) and Dawn (tao le / yu tong from Yuan Zhi Hui)*cant rmbr* keke..
handsome and pretty as ever~~ *awww*

hmm.. hao hao da ge went back msia on the 29th night (2days b4 new yr)
papa and mama and me sent him off and stuff lyk tt.. our interesting dialogue..

me: Dont worry~ I am a brave girl~ *smile*
him: I know.. because u my darling ma..
me: ..........

den off he goes with some hugs and blah blah blah..anywae he seem to be enjoying himself more than when he's in sg..=.=

alright enough of those parting scene..
anyway be sure to get alot of angbaos and share some of yours with mine!

letting go....

2008-01-18T13:42:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging.. since i am free now.. why not..
xie xie da jie for tt encouragement
n jas for giving me advice.. i love u <3
keke..

anyway.. haven been feeling gd lately.. be it physically or mentally..
been sick 2 wks ago.. and am tired bcos i have been thinking thru about some stuff tt i shouldnt be worrying myself with..
i guess enough for my constant thinking or imagining.. whatever.. i should put it behind me.. move on ahead.. nothing's too difficult for me to accomplish.. bcos i have tons of people who love me to bits all around me.. i am so xing fu!!! =D
so.. let me forget what have affecting me and my thinking so far.. its no longer worth it and i shall no longer brood over it.. afterall.. we sometimes must learn when to let go..

alright.. seeing the current situation ahead.. i better buck up and grow stronger!
i still have 2 more papers to go for.. and lao pa sae he wants me to pass my driving practical which is somewhere in june before i head to US..
so i hav to start to practise and hav decided to start after chinese new year after doing some consultation with my instructor.. YAY!! driving here i come~~~~

hopefully my results for this sem would be better also.. i hope to continue to improve improve and improve! also.. manage my time better before it runs out..keke..
live everydae as if it's ur last dae! easy to sae but difficult to apply..lol.. i shall work towards it as well..=D

look ahead and look far..

=)

news

2008-01-04T11:03:00.000+08:00

other than tt sad stuff.. mayb i shld talk more abt other sad stuff..
when i came back from my holiday.. on our wae back.. my mum was saying..
'maybe we shld go to china next yr'

and i was definitely so enthusiatic abt it..
den she mentioned something
' you wont be here next holiday anyway'

i guess it had this impact on me.. and for these few wks.. i have been thinking over my decision.. whether i have made a right choice.. i have all my life and love to giv here over in sg.. but.. i'll be over at US for 5 mths.. missing everyone over here..

well.. it's 5 months only some would sae.. yup.. 5 months.. not tt long either..
but i guess for 5 mths many can change.. mayb i'll get myself an angmoh boyfren.. *no hao i wont.. i promised u..keke =x*

but it jus doesnt feel right..
i dunno how to put it in words..
that feeling..

i am left with 8 months before i head off..
alright.. i'll make full use of tt 8 months..
and gene.. i'll make sure we go out again alrite! =D

depressed

2008-01-04T10:58:00.001+08:00

alright.. i was suppose to update some happy news and stuff lyk tt..
but at the current moment my mood is ultimate depression..

i dunno who u are directing at but if it's me i jus wan to let u know that i've already washed my hands off your case.. no matter how much i've said it means nth already..
thinking of it will only make me miserable.. so for 1 time i am running awae from reality..
don come telling me about what's happening any longer.. while i m busy and sick.. i still have to worry this n that.. forget it.. i will not be bothered again.. forget it..

for those who are constantly giving me suggestions on what i shld do to help in this case.. pls stop doing so..
i have lost faith in helping.. so just forget it..
thanks..

following the updates~ my desire to speak up..

2007-12-31T10:31:00.000+08:00

okie! time to update! yup.. dear yahui.. thanks for reminding me.. =x

jus realised that i haven been updating for more than 1 month already.. AND already nobody bother reading it except for my few loyal friends..lol.. my 2 wks holidays started officially on 17 dec.. (n it's ending soon) kinda fulfilling this holiday.. done alot.. rest alot.. laughed alot.. thanks! =D
anyway.. i started my day on the 17 dec by waking up at 4AM with my dad constant nagging in my ears. *KUAI DIAN QI LAI LO~~ BUS YAO LAI LO~* yup! finally am on my way to Genting Highlands.. nothing much.. but i guessed am rather happy or say been really happy for tt 3 days in Genting..

Firstly.. I BADLY NEEDED A BREAK FROM ALL MY STRESS!!
Secondly, my whole family is going! even haohao! =D and er jie brought her fun-loving friends along! so what more can i ask for my christmas holiday!

anyway everything abt the holiday was EXCELLANT except for tt freaking bus ride.. 8 hours in that *can break-down anytime* bus.. pls guys.. NO MORE 707 TRAVEL GROUP for me.. first n last time! definite! lol..

alright! enough's said! let the photos do most of the talking~
see how they do up the whole place~
rather sorry for those blurred pictures... they got distorted when i shrinked them..keke

yup.. and for that past 3 days in Genting.. i've been eating buffet the whole time.. (almost the whole time) well.. at least my face get look fatter.. ~~~
some random pictures i've taken over there..

see how comical our faces are..

see how hardworking they are to earn tokens for our dear weiwei..

i was taking this picture when weiwei jumped into it..=.=

i made weiwei do yoga in front of the display.. everyone was lookin at her with the *wth is she doing* look..lol.. =x evil* keke

picture taken in front of the christmas tree.. all of us trying to look cute.. =x well.. we are.. aint we..wahahahahahaha!!

yup.. tt's abt what we did in Genting.. well.. weiwei did go for the indoor rides.. nth much to say.. it's still quite the same.. hao n me didnt really go for the rides.. instead we were shopping all over the place..lol.. we just hate having to line up for every ride so might as well not go for it..

from the photos.. i tink u can see how much we did enjoyed ourselves.. =D a picture paints a thousand word..lol.. true?

oh best part! on the 3rd day while we were on the bus ride back to SG, e moment i woke up from my short nap.. i was greeted by this rainbow just next to the field i was travelling along.. kinda lyk saying.. *welcome back to SG!! hope tt u enjoyed ur trip* feel..lol.. anyway.. what i really felt at tt particular moment was that.. everything could hav turned worse.. or turned better.. but i was glad tt things did turn out tt way.. one of the best that i could ever remember.. =D

well.. back to SG means back to reality.. lol.. gonna start getting busy n stuff lyk tt..

for e past few daes we have been on with our tourism n travel practise.. (ttp) on the walking tour tt we hav to prepare for our lecturer.. i need to go practise on my script n make sure i talk sense tt dae...

n oh ya.. some things have been getting on my mind recently.. weiwei's gonna start school soon.. (primary one)

and my friendship with somebody seems to be on the verge of breaking.. not just to me.. but i guess to yahui it's kinda the same.. whatever we've been tryin to do.. you dont seem to get it.. u dont seem to be able to see the danger tt u r putting our friendship into.. i hope tt u'll be able to understand before either me or yahui has to let go.. it's just.. not you anymore.. not somebody we can confide or trust in anymore.. i've said this a hundred times.. but.. i guess i am wasting my efforts..

friends do not treat friends that way u treated us.. it's wrong.. we are not ur pawns.. we are not those tt u scarifice for u to pave ur way to success.. we are those who will be beside u no matter u succeed or not.. n supporting u unconditionally.. but never in the form of money.. because money doesnt buy our friendship.. it is you who build this friendship.. and money is gonna bring it down someday.. i hope you see it.. because i see it coming..

someday.. we might never rub shoulders again because of your belief in money.. darling.. i really hope tt u do see this post n understand what i am trying to convey to you..

the way u speak the way u looked into my eyes.. they dont belong to you anymore.. it's not u who was talkin to me the other day.. but somebody too blinded that u dont see us in tt light anymore..

bringing those hurting things/ words to us was never ur way of doing things until everything happened n changed everything.. everyone.. and what we thought of u..

sit down.. have a cup of tea.. n think through what i said every now and then..

regarding your products issue.. i cant buy any of those.. the way u asked.. u put me in such a dilemma.. i know its important to u.. but when i think of giving in.. i feel that i have done you wrong because it seem to harm u instead of helping u..

now i am rejecting.. n i will continue to reject.. even if u feel that i am not worthy of being called ur gd friend.. even if u feel that i am not supportive enough.. even if u will nvr remember me down the road.. i'll be glad i made tt choice.. it kept my conscience clear and on the long term i hope tt it will benefit u..

bye..

NEW SONG N UPDATES!!! FINALLY~

2007-12-31T10:23:00.000+08:00

alright! BACK!!! i know everytime i say am back ur expect me to be gone soon n again! =x
anyway.. during the 2 wks busy holidays tt i am having right now.. (gonna end on 2nd jan) i found this song.. guessed it's a oldie.. BUT HEY! still definitely a nice song k!

Song : Amazed
Artist: Lonestar
Lyrics:

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

dumb people ruin my day

2007-11-23T08:17:00.000+08:00

i think all humans need privacy..
i didnt publicly announce the other link doesnt mean tt u can hav a look a it.. pls people with brains.. don do toopid stuff anymore..
after reading still guan ming zheng da de tell me.. if u committed a crime, pls get rid of all evidence.. and don go telling others abt it..
understand?
anyway.. i have to stop all ur activities.. so bye.. u're restricted!
P.S publicly announcing that you hate me doesnt mean anything.. thanks

upsetting post

2007-11-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

alright.. freaking emotional post here.. pls exit asap if u cant stand me..ty..

firstly.. i got dam alot to talk about my current situation in school..
it happened a few wks ago but something said at somebody elses' blog triggered this urge for me to speak up..

YES! I AM THAT BLOODY STUBBORN GIRL TT U CANT CONTROL!
i admit.. i am stubborn.. talk no sense at times.. believe in right and wrong and believe that i should only be controlled when somebody says whatever i feel is right.. & YES! at this freaking moment.. i still DO NOT feel that whatever YOU said is right.. please.. give me respect and give urself due respect.. we are not a group of walking zombies who can be scolded, shouted, screamed at for whatever reason.. PLS, if u are feeling down.. DO NOT feel that we dont care or that none of us is feeling down as well.. shouting or screaming at us wont make u feel any better (i guess)

AND NO! i am always willing to help out in work that are needed to be done.. BUT PLS ASK and SAY THANKS! i appreciate it.. there are times where u dont know that u cant control urself and tried to force urself on us.. we kept quiet.. acted dumb.. acted stupid.. whatever it is.. BUT i think not just me.. but everybody has a limit.. kinda hitting tt score soon..

put urself in our situation when u r feeling upset.. U might think this way but ever thought of looking at us from a different angle? (sure hoped u did)
AND PLS.. stop giving us that look whenever u are not having a nice beautiful day.. u not only ruin our day at e same time but makes us more difficult in talking with u and understanding you better.. the only obstacles that any of us cannot overcome is ourselves.. lastly thank you for whatever and everything..

*smile again* finally calmed down..

When You Believe

2007-11-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

AHH!!! FINALLY!!! after a few hours of looking everywhere.. i finally found this version of When You Believe (movie version) i guess not many people know of this version instead of the usual mariah carey. Mariah did really sing well for this song but i still want to listen to the original one although i guess more people appreciate the mariah carey version.. keke
here goes~ =D
P.S Its kinda soft.. Bu hao yi shi~

unspoken feelins..

2007-10-31T00:53:00.000+08:00

it's currently 12.55am now..
i was supposed to be in bed at 12.30am..
but i dunno why.. i'm tired..but cant slp..
so i was listening to this song by Powerstation - Zhen Shou Ai Qing.. (psst..it's one of the songs on e list)
and many thoughts are flowing thru my mind this current exact moment now..

Is it me or what.. am i in any ways different from others.. or is it wrong for me to think that wae..
Shld i alwaes stay as an unhappy person or just live my life with joyous colours..

I seem like.. someone who doesnt know or talk much abt life..someone who doesnt think alot.. doesnt feel alot.. doesnt care alot..

yup.. i admit.. am tt person who alwaes look on tt bright side.. i guessed it's just me.. but there are times where i use my brain and mostly my heart to feel.. to laugh.. and to think.. i know about earthly matters.. mundane matters.. and matters of the hearts.. just tt i dont speak of those.. i am the wae i am created to be and no doubt.. i will carry it with me to make my life more fulfilling then ever..

i hope that people around me will come to see the brighter side of everything.. although i understand that there are hard stuffs for ya to accept.. but why not try..lookin at it at a different angle.. u might feel better..
growing depress won't help..after falling.. learn to climb again for then will u be able to see the beautiful sight after u reached the peak.. things that happens around us are not by any means bad or good.. they are just neutral.. it's just what we feel that adds to the colours of these things.. so why not add brighter colours instead.. make urself & those ard u feel happier..

darling i know i've been grumbling alot these few daes.. bear with me alright.. i'll continue climbing after i recover.. =D muacks!

And bcos I know how much u love me then are u willing to accept me for who i am.. and i'll love you all the same..

zooing~

2007-10-30T09:01:00.001+08:00

morning guys!! jus woke up!! =D

ytd..lets talk abt my experience ytd..
ytd morning i woke up at 7am and prepared myself for the zoo-ing trip later on with the Environment Club people.. Alright.. so when we reached the meeting point at 9..i was expectin the crowd to move off at 9+ for the zoo.. little did i expect tt they were not gonna leave until 11am..=.=

they asked us to do some ice- breaker games.. tell ya what.. totally not ice-breakers..zz
alright.. so we boarded the bus after takin group foto.. we reached Singapore Zoo in about 1/2 hrs time..
aniwae. we were split into groups n i managed to get into e same grp as estee.. Aniwae.. what we were required to do was to move around to different stations in group and do some tasks over there.. i was hopin tt it would be some meaningful tasks but however.. total disappointment..zz ask us to pass ping pong balls on spoon in our mouth..zz then ask somebody to remove our socks.zz we seem to b moving to the stations not to see those cutie animals but to do meaningless tasks.. by 4pm.. i was alreadi lyk..zzzzzzzzzz can i rest alreadi~~~

but however the last few animals i saw before the animal show were quite interesting. E.g The white tigers.. There are currently 3 of them in the zoo namely Omar, Winnie & Jippie. n i found out tt there are onli 7000 tigers out in the wild now n none of them white tigers. Conservation..lol..
Next up.. We saw Sheeba and Inuka the polar bears! i only saw either Sheeba or Inuka cos i guess the other one was in the air-con dens..lol.. aniwae..they looked bored.. all the animals looked bored..zz

Which made me come to think..
I used to fantasize about workin with the animals in the zoo when i was younger.. but after that i no longer does.. Cos i felt that trapping them in this small enclosure does help in conserving them but.. is this their habitat after all?

After which we contd our trip to the animal show whereby they showed us the penguins, pelicans, mantees and sea lion, Carl!!!
Carl was interesting, funny to a certain extent.. and it made all of us laughed.. However while i was laughin.. i was thinking again.. (ya..think n think n think..=.=)

After every action tt Carl does, he's being fed a piece of fish.. ( imported all e wae from Norway)
N after every action.. he will motion towards the basket of fish hung on the side of the trainer..
u see.. animals do whatever u teach so as to gain tt piece of reward after completing the tasks.. and it does not know of what its doin.. (tt's what i think)

Although the host did teach us about Conservation, it still leaves me pondering on.. animals in enclosure or animals in the wild.. Animals hunt or animals fed.. animals beg for food, doesnt know what its doing or animals hunt and know what its doing.. i'll leave u to ponder on tt..

LASTLY!! I CAME HOME WITH SORE TOES!!!! but still wanna thank joyce n rachel for puttin in efforts to make tis trip possible n to listen to our complaints..lol..=x (& to make us jipos come along)

p.s Joyce pls make sure DA XING XING doesnt bite ur arm again.. if he does tt again.. DanDan, Cotton, ChuChu, QinQin, Baby and AhDot will come after him n chew on his pipi!! =x

friday..

2007-10-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

morning guys..okie..its 1 am now and i am still awake.. suppose to slp but i guessed too many thoughts are flooding my mind at the moment..
NOTE: saddening and long entry..click X if you don read long essays..

i know i haven posted for a long time..
firstly yea.. i am lazy.. (ya..u all know me..)
secondly.. i m very busy (9 projects on my lise currently)
lastly.. dunno how to express.. (whatever)

okie..to update on whats happening..
last wk de whole wk.. i was in this dilemma.. whether i shld go on my attachment in disneyworld florida.. (yup u heard me.. florida) it's gonna be a 5 mth trip if i choose to go..
i finally handed in the consent form on last wk friday.. with my mum signature on it.. i've been thinking thru it the whole last wk.. (even when i was sleeping..believe me..) 5mth..not a short period nor too long.. but..i know i am the type to miss home alot and alot when i am away.. 5 mth.. many things can change in a blink of an eye..
will i be able to adapt? and also.. i'll miss my mum's nagging.. my dad's cold jokes.. er jie's quarrels.. wei wei's annoying voice.. haohao's silly face and all my friends.. but weighing the pro and cons i still decided to go even when it's gonna cost me a bomb.. (or rather my dad n mum..)

i jus wanna say.. xie xie lao pa for your analysis.. xie xie mama for giving me a choice.. xie xie wo de darling for supporting whatever choice i made.. xie xie er jie for her * faster go pls* , wei wei for her * ah ting da jie, ni qu na li ji de yao mai dong xi gei wo* and lastly for all those free consultations from my friends.. it really helped alot.. some how i feel the assurance from you guys that things aint as bad as it is gonna be..

next friday.. the day of the interview.. i dunno if i would be able to pass thru.. and will i sit there dumb-founded with nothing coming out of my mouth.. whatever it is.. i will give it my best shot.. and at least when e results out.. i wouldnt regret it.. =)

yup..talking about 9 projects.. (you dun wan me to list them out)
some not tt urgent.. but i got 2 reports and presentations to hand in by next wk.. and i really hope that we can finish it in time.. please do not add stress on me by telling me what to do and what i shld or shld not do..ty.. i've been kinda slack.. ( yes i am to blame) but however i still did constantly remind myself tt i shld work hard to improve my results.. it's kinda depressing when you hav okie results with the rest but to see accounting pull your hard work down.. after everything i'd put in.. my grades got pulled down due to accounting? (laugh at myself?) i know i sux at maths.. but please.. i do put in effort in caculating profit and loss and everything..

lastly.. regarding my darling yen..
yen.. i know i will not be able to fully- understand what you are goin thru.. but i've been thru it..who hasnt..
be the strong girl i alwaes see.. climb up after you fall.. everything will be alright..
okie..sry tt i raised my voice at you.. but yen.. i know you need a listening ear at times.. i am alwaes here.. to listen to advice to cheer you up.. don't tell me *it's nth*.. it's nvr nth with you.. i wan to walk thru the tough moments with you and share your laughter during your happy days..
jiayou darling! =) there will be someone who will cherish you more than anybody does in this entire world..and your will meet..=)

lastly..
i hope that dar will see this..
i do wanna cherish you.. i hope you feel the same way too..
i don wan to lose you.. <3

hao ba..that's all at the moment..sry for being long winded..need to fa xie..lol..nite guys..i shall contd with my assignments now..take care!

2007-10-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

okie okie..i noe i noe..i didnt update again..mayb you guys don even bother reading my blog animore..lol
aniwae..
been busy..and been relaxing on my holidaes thus totally forgeting the existence of my blog..lol =x
and to update you what i've been doing during my holidaes..
we went to joe's house during the holidays for quite a few times to actually bake together with e jipos and DTRM04!!
saved some photos but haven uploaded them..will upload soon k..hee
aniwae..we made snowskin mooncakes.. carrot cakes... biscuitssss.. and puddings!!
during the holidays we went ice skating too..it was suppose to celebrate those sep babies birthdae..da jie, joe, chenise and estee, joyce.. abt abt 10 of us turned up.. that was e 1st time i tried ice skating okie.. i was lyk wobbling all over the place..lol..i almose slipped a few times but managed to balance.. jaz and joe learnt realli fast..lol..but overall..i hope we'll go out some dae again..hehe..
i realli lyk my class.. a few daes ago.. wei xuan from 05 said that she feel that 04 is the only class ard to seem to alwaes stay tgt.. and come to think of it..well..kinda true..altho at times we may hav our differences, we all managed to put them aside and enjoy ourselves..lol..the 04 spirit! whoo!! =x
hao ba hao ba..will update more frequently if i can k =D ta all n take care!

any other dae~~~~~ =)

2007-09-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

happie birthdae~~~ =D

lol..gonna take my basic theory e-trial tmr..so have to make my wae down to ubi tmr..den wanted to watch movie with haohao..but after considering how much i spent tis mth..i've decided not to watch..don wan haohao to pay oso..waste $$..next time ba..=D

well..working again todae..nth much..just e usual..afternoon..appointment with DR chee todae? sure..take a seat and hold on a while k..*smile* but i was late for like 5 mins todae..i read our notice board (or say..notice book..lol..) last mth..somebodi mentioned that ani of us late for more than 3 times in a mth will be fined $50 which is to be donated to our titbits corner..lol..so 1st time for tis mth..and last time..=D

i wan to save $$$!!!!! heee~~ oh ya..and i found out that i am gonna get veri busy from tmr onwards to the end of next wk..mon-- basic theory trial, tue--nth on, wed--dinner with my families and relatives, thur-- nth on, fri-- ice skating with DTRM 04 to celebrate sep babies b'daes, sat-- work and bbq with my guild mates and lastly sun-- work..lol after which i gonna take my basic theory ( yes! e real one =( ) on the 11 sep. what a date i chose..somemore is joe who pointed out tt 11 sep= terrorist den i was lyk zzz.. okie whateva..hopefully everitink goes smoothly on tt dae.. and no bombing pls.. lol..=x

another song! 全世界的人都知道

2007-08-31T11:33:00.000+08:00

okie..another song..lol..from ISWAK..i forgot e singer..=x but nice nice oso..hehe

Title:全世界的人都知道
Lyrics:
在见到你关键的第一秒
爱的情愫开始发酵
小心翼翼写给你的纸条
幸福划上星星记号

你像一座孤傲的岛
有自己的城堡
我是上不了岸的潮
也只能将你围绕

全世界的人都知道
一厢情愿是种烦恼
只要换你一次微笑
就算是做梦也会笑

全世界的人不知道
我不在乎付出多少
我想这就是幸福写照
任何人不能阻止我对你的好

在见到你关键的第一秒
爱的情愫开始发酵
小心翼翼写给你的纸条
幸福划上星星记号

你像一座孤傲的岛
有自己的城堡
我是上不了岸的潮
也只能将你围绕

全世界的人都知道
一厢情愿是种烦恼
只要换你一次微笑
就算是做梦也会笑

全世界的人不知道
我不在乎付出多少
我想这就是幸福写照
任何人不能阻止我对你的好

NEW SONG! 當

2007-08-31T11:28:00.001+08:00

decided to add more songs to e playlist..so next time i enter i can listen to them..=x nice nice wor~~~~ hehe..
this song..jus happen to come across it..den realise its e song in Huan Zhu Ge Ge..nice!!! >.<

Title:當
Artist: Dong Li Huo Che (Power Station)
Lyrics:啊.... 啊.... 啊....
當山峰沒有稜角的時候當河水不再流
當時間停住　日夜不分
當天地萬物　化為虛有
我還是不能和你分手　不能和你分手
你的溫柔　是我今生最大的守候

當太陽不再上昇的時候　當地球不再轉動
當春夏秋冬　不再變換
當花草樹木　全部凋殘
我還是不能和你分散　不能和你分散
你的笑容　是我今生最大的眷戀

讓我們紅塵作伴　活得瀟瀟灑灑
策馬奔騰　共享人世繁華
對酒當歌　唱出心中喜悅
轟轟烈烈　把握青春年華

enjoy~

NEW POSTING!!! O.O

2007-08-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

okie okie..i noe i m lazy.. (yes i m..)
so...
to motivate myself..i got myself a new blogskin and changed a new song..
A*Teens..yes i noe..they are so long gone..lol =x
but i realli tink they sing nice songs..so here goes 1 of my fav..simple lyrics..but easy to understand and touching enuff..=D

Song Title: Halfway Around The World
Artist: A*Teens
Lyrics:
Baby I will soon be leaving
and I know that you are feeling down
But every week I'll send a letter
To let you know my love will never change
I promise you I always feel the same

So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There's no need for crying
Cuz even if I am

Halfway around the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway around the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do
Now I wanna hold you baby
Cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway around the world

Baby when the miles are growing
You and I will still be growing strong
No matter what your friends are saying
Don't give up on what you're waiting for
Cuz one day I'll be knocking on your door

So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There's no need for crying
Cuz even if I am

Halfway around the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway around the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do
Now I wanna hold you baby
Cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway around the world

If I could you know that I would find a way
To stay for good but I must go now
I wanna hold you baby
I'm gonna miss you like crazy even if I'm...

DISNEY TISSUE BOX!

2007-07-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

morning guys.. okie..todae's a busi + tired dae..
woke up since 6.20AM in the morning..rushed for my lesson which is at 8AM n finally our lessons ended at 5PM..n whats more it's FORMAL DAY!!! @#)*@)( % & okie..actualli i broke e rules..suppose to wear long sleeve collared blouse..but i wore short sleeve instead n a few of my friends broke e rule as well..i guess everibodi is sick of tt rule..lol..

aniwae..yesterdae.. DTRM2A/o2 n 04 went to SHATEC ytd..when we reached there my 1st impression was : why in e world is SHATEC in this kind of place?!?!

it's located among those factories n everitink tt u wouldnt expect is what u see there..lol

aniwae e lecturer in charge was Mr Teow.. nice guy! he tried to keep us entertained throughout the whole 3 hr (supposingly 4hr) lecture..he released us early cos he knew tt we were tired..lol..

he demo-ed to us mani of the cooking methods n we were all fascinated by all e fire fire thing goin on..some of us even helped out in cooking n plating the dishes..lol..but i didnt manage to take ani photos..lol..the food tasted nice too..=D

n for todae....

guess what i realise when i reached home at 6PM.. WHOO.. finally my DISNEY tissue box is finally in use!! so i took shots of the box to how ur how nice they r..=x er jie sae no nice..i guess cos she's no fan of disney characters while i m a head-over-heels fanatic? lol.. here goes~

nice ma? awww~~ i love them!!! =D p.s haohao bought them de..lol

more pics

2007-07-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

there's more!! okie..had some small dispute with haohao on fri nite..so on sat evening..after my work..he promised to buy me cream cheese bread..which he saes is veri nice..( okie..i admit, it's nice..)

aniwae..he surprised me with a daisy!! =D okie..it's jus a daisy..but it's my fav flower okie..but mr haohao..1 daisy cannot satisfy me de hor..=x hehe ty haohao~ =D some pictures of the pinky daisy..

and some random photos that had been taken a while ago..er jie sae e pic tt i took with hao looks gay..lol..i tried to change his smile..but he kinda objected violently cos my drawing skills wasnt tt gd..lol..=x aniwae..e pic of e pooh bear n eeyore was taken from the fake camera planted at e side of e smarties chocolate..lol..i put e camera to the pin hole n ta daa~~~ blurred pooh..lol..

aniwae gtg..will upload more pics..still hav alot not upload yet..meanwhile muacks n rest early..=D

ty haohao for daisy..=D muacks..

harlow

2007-07-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

whoo..morning guys! still morning in my house okie..=x

hehe..aniwae..here's todaes post..hehe..woke up at 8.15AM to prepare for skl at 10AM.. actualli not skl..for projects..tutorial at 1oAM was cancelled thus our group decided to chiong our MICE project until 12.. den hav lunch..so most of us reached there at 10AM plus..lol..while discussing..i felt kinda hungry..n then suddenly remembered my feng shen de breakfast in my bag..n ta daaaa~~ ham+cabbage+egg+tomato clamped together with 2 pieces of bread..whoo..isnt it feng shen..kaka prepared it for me..SO FREAKING NICE!!! =DDD thnks kaka~ muacks~ let ur hav a look of my feng shen de zao chan..hehe..here goes..1st pic is before i started..2nd pic is after i've taken a few bites..hehe..

okie..enuff said abt breakfast..during last lecture..which is MICE..i tink all of us quite restless..so while xueshi was studyin for her psychology, i helped her pinned up her hair clip..hehe..so decided to post it up..hehe..=x

toot toot

2007-07-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

lol..post for todae!

todae went for the SHATEC lecture on F&B operations..lol..the lecturer still as funny..lol..aniwae notice joyce's new handphone keychain..lol..she sae Zain buy for her cos Zain sae the keychain look lyk her..i was lyk LOL? i shall show u the pic of her *toot toot* ps..she sae the name of tt creature is toot toot..lol..

aww.. isn't it cute..i keep sayin..*toot toot chu chu* (means: kiss kiss) lol..cos the mouth was lyk wanting somebodi to muack it + the eyes so watery..so touching..lol..

aniwae..happie birthdae haohao..=D muacks!

chocolates from germany!

2007-07-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

whoooo..with MST out of the wae..i feel as if my burden has lighten like 938473626kg? lol..kua zhang..aniwae..went to my grandma hse for dinner todae as usual..guess what? my uncle came back from germany ytd! he went over for 2 wks for his work..so now he's back.. he actualli brought wines back for my dad n my uncle..hehe..isnt he nice..=D

N!!! guess what he brought back with him..whooooo..YESH!!!! smarties chocolates with cuuutteee disney characters at the top where u can actualli see e princesses swirling or the mini camera attached to the pooh bear characters with rotating *photos* to view from..lol..so ke ai~~ >.< okie..will post more pics cos e rest still in haohao's hp..meanwhile take care k..=D

colourful chocolates! sry abt phone resolution..seriously they look nicer in real..hehe..

n i chose eeyore!!! hehe.. cos no little mermaid..>.<

2007-07-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

okie okie..i know...YAY!!! finally had e chance to change e layout..fell upon this layout which i like alot about the pictures..but not e wordings..lol..cos i wan happily ever after story..LOL oops..=x
aniwae..added some new features..for example..MY PET RABBIT!!! awwwww..>.< color="#ccffff">aniwae nice song + meaningful lyrics..so here goes the lyrics..

Song Title: Valentine
Singer: Martina Mcbride
Lyrics:
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need my love my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

Aww~ beauiful isnt it..lol..okie now i gotta go back to my project discussion..=x i promise i'll update my life for e last month..promise promise! >.<
for now.take care all n muacks!

chinese!

2007-06-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

好的。。我知到我没时间blog。。可是只想对大家说。。不要放气。。尤其是我的那几个好朋友。。雅慧。。燕。。儿子。。jasmine 等等。。雅慧不哭。。很高兴你在伤心的时候会想到我。。虽然我不能帮到什么忙。。可是至少能陪你那么一下下。。好的。。还是回去复习我明天的考试吧。。大家加油！！我答应会尽快update的。。有好多话想说。。晚安咯。。淑婷加油！

i think i can express better in chinese..so i've penned them down this wae..i love chinese! =D

VESAK DAE

2007-05-31T09:02:00.000+08:00

sry guys..will blog now!! hehe

since its vesak dae..

so haohao not workin..

and so we decided to watch pirates of the caribbean together..hehe..

HOWEVER~~ =.= when i told my mum abt it sayin i wan to brin weiwei along..she saes that they are all goin out together..saes she will end her workin hours earlier todae..so i decided to rush over to princess =.= n watch e earliest show with wei wei and haohao..sad..=.=

okie nvm..after we came back..my dad n mum were back alreadi..so we left for our destination together..lol..so everione in our family went along..even haohao..=D

it's been a long time since we went out as a family together..so was quite happie abt it..hehe

so papa ONCE AGAIN brought us to Yio Chu Kang to visit those farm areas and fish breeding sites n animal corners..*i tink he likes that place alot* lol.. even haohao got so ooo facsinated by those fishy..lol..

after that we saw this Koi Pond n since it allows feedin..we decided to buy some of their food n fed them..lol..haohao didnt dare to put his hand in until i showed him that KOI doesnt hav teethhhhh..LOL..here are some of the HUNGRY koi koi..lol..

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next up..

we went to this so-called *plant farm*..(well..i dunno what it's called)

den this time..IT WAS ME N MY SIS who became the *facsinated ones* lol..

their bottle gourds n sponge gourd were lyk so long n BIG?!?!? so we endedup takin quite a no. of pics..lol.. n there's these cauliflowers plants ard n FINALLY we realised how they are supposed to look like before they are plucked..lol..mama sae we suaku..*shang gui*(means we toot toot) lol..pictures..hehe

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after which we headed over to this place called farmart..my dad n my uncles used to go prawning there..n of cos we tagged along..but it has since been a long time anione stepped in there..of cos our purpose there wasnt for prawning..lol

We went to the animal corners..the last time we'd been there it hasnt opened due to renovations..finally its done..hehe..

lol..i was lyk so hyper when i saw all e cute little fellows..lol..

den we saw this *tortoise pond* n me n haohao stopped to observe this threesome..n e 2 at the back were lyk foreva taggin behind the larger tortoise..haohao saes its mating period? lol..i dunno..i call them tortoise gang..lol..

after that we went up n got involved in feedin the goatees..lol..

they were lyk awwwww....

i even touched them okie..shows how unafraid i was..=x but i couldnt take ani pics while touchin the goatees..ask me y? cos the rest of my family didnt dare to touch except for me n my dad..lol

sae so smelly blah blah..lol..true its smelly..=x eewww..lol

den played with all this birdies..er jie got so scared when i put this birdie on her..see her expression..lol..my dad lyk so dam cool..lol..everitink oso can touch..lol..

after which we saw this hamsters? i guess..they were lyk so hungry or what? they were climbin n chewing at the metal grilles that kept them in? lol..bite their teeth off =x..n weiwei wanted to take this pic with the bunny..but i guess bunn doesnt lyk her..lol..

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lastly..papa drove us to sembawang beach..i dunno y..but i guess we had fun there..lol..

but the beach were lyk soooo dirty..

n there r still kids playin in there!!

hmm..n i made a racist joke..=x

*haohao*:u see those malay kids..still playin..e waters sooo dirty..

*ting*: aiya..nvm la..u see..the waters make until they alreadi black black..
*haohao*: haha..=.=

*ting*: oops..=x
aniwae..to entertain our little princess wei wei..we played toopid games with her..

catching...n all of us almost fell down..cos it was jus so slippery..lol..
n also this game called tarzan e monkey man..lol..some colors game jus lyk e musical chairs..lol..

we had a fun-filled dae n finally..we went back to hav our dinner..everibodi was lyk soo full alreadi n me n haohao were lyk..full meh? okie la.. *den ducked our heads in n contd eating* n er jie gave me this disgusted look sayin how i could eat so much..lol..i guessed since it was an enjoyable dae..my dinner was enjoyable as well..hehe

conclusion..hehe..veri lengthy post i noe..but i got so much to sae at my trip..lol..cos my parents were in it..=D yay..i ope we hav ore of these outings next time..n i guess i still love them as much..=D hehe

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thats all for now..muacks n take care all..*ps* sry for the blur pictures..hehe

lappy dae suxs big time

2007-05-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

i guess i hav to wait for another half yr b4 i get to buy my lappy..
forget it.. i can jus go n buy it myself..cant i?
i jus wan to show it to my mama n papa b4 i purchase it ma..
n to get them to brin me to BEST is lyk a damn big freaking chore for them isit..
i am so pissed off..do they alwaes hav to b TT NEGATIVE!!
FORGET IT..I CAN BE AS POSITIVE AS I CAN BE!
jus get it myself n everithing will be settled..don hav to bother whether they wan to watch tv..or got no time..or jus couldnt b bothered to go out n buy it with me..
i guess i don need ur support animore..
i got a brain of my own..

and.. YAHUI!!
i just realised how much i missed ur face!!!!
kiss kiss yahui* =x
pervert le~ lol
nvm..shows how much i miss u..=x
go arts night together k..
den dinner together..
den stay late late together..
den talk alot alot of crap together..=D
muacks!

evil me

2007-05-25T10:19:00.000+08:00

ytd.....
slacking whole dae..didnt realli do ani work..so woke up early to finish my e-learning..
shall start at 11am.. having my breakfast now..hee

yesterdae~
i tink ting realli getting evil..
ytd..was in a foul mood..
and realli unhappy with some stuff..
ba da xiao jie pi qi fa zai haohao de shen shang..
end up haohao come to see me after he finished his work at 8pm..he arrived at about 9.30pm den left at 11pm..make him hav to reach home late..den slp late..den wake up early for his work..evil me? sure...
even er jie sae i evil~
got nei jiu la...got apologise to haohao oso..but..hai shi xie xie haohao na me teng wo..=D
if i become more evil..u noe its haohao's fault..=x hee..

oh ya..YAHUI!!!! where's ur blog..=.= disappear again..
stop bloggin le ar..lol..hope to see u soon k..=D or at least see ur blog..=.=

and guess what..our da jie..got herself a personal blog after she set up her onlinee shop..lol..gd effort..nice nice..=x

i guess that's all for now..finish my breakfast and start my work..go ting go~~~ =.=

ty darling..=D muacks..xie xie ni na me teng wo..

sian sian sian~

2007-05-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

morning guys~
ting in school currently..
suppose to pia project... but as u can see~~ don't think so..lol

waiting for the ppt to load itself............
lyk so nongggggggg........ 10min le den half onli....... snailllll......
woke up at 6.35am todae.. cos got haohao wake me up..=x hee..ty haohao~
den met my ji po men at 8.30am..

drank barley AGAIN.....haha..
i LOVE barley~

aniwae..yen..don worry la..
i guess it takes time for them to understand what u are goin thru..since its not them who are goin thru it i guess u hav to talk to them about it.. in a non- emotional wae k..
try ur best.. if nth's gonna help den jus leave it there ba..will heal by itself ba..
ting qing qing..don sad sad wor~ muacks..=D

i guess downloading gonna be done soon..so i'll stop here and contd with my work..meeting joe later with the shan n da jie to complete the rest of our assignments..hope we can finish todae n not come back tmr~ nooo~~~

oh ya..
James Patterson new book.. The 5th Horseman
good good.. nice to read..
my type of book oso..
ty yen for recommending..
did lyk it..=D

ty haohao~ muacks..=D

shoppin!

2007-05-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

yay!!! went shopping with er jie~~~
got a collared tee at Giordano for 9 bucks!! whoo..
GUYS~~ GIO HAVING SALE!!! MUS VISIT!!! =x lol..
EVERIWHERE HAVING SALES!!!! COS ITS GSS!!!!! GREAT SINGPORE SALES!!!! WHOO!! SHOPPPPPPPPINGGGGGGGGGGG~~~

YAY!!! n guess what..i bought a new pair of nice nice white shoes!! or sae..heels...not realli HEELS lar..=.= jus platform..lol
but i like it!!! >.<>

n oso finally~~~ i didnt manage to do my e-learnig work..cos i was rushin to watch my borrowed DVD Take The Lead from my skl..lol..dunno when e due date is..so betta watch it n return later when i go to skl..NICE NICE!! veri inspiring actualli.. dance dance n dance~ lalala~
so for now..i m gonna do my work.. jus tt~~~ i promised haohao to slp at 12..but.. i guess i shld start with my work..dui bu qi haohao~~ >.<>

okie then..nite nite~~~ muacks all~~ take care everibodi..n to my darling yen..
don worry k..ming tian hui gen hao..no matter how u feel abt them.. they care for u after all.. mayb thats what's nice abt them..kan ta men de hao..wang ji ta men de huai..=D ting love u..=D

nite nite haohao..ting miss u..=D

E-learning week

2007-05-21T12:11:00.001+08:00

morning everibodi~~~
no skl for ting this whole wk..cos E-learning wk..
jus don understand whats the point of asking us to stay home to do our online homework when it includes SOOO much group work..=.=
ALOT OF PROJECTS AND TUTORIALS ARGGGHH!!!!!!! T.T

okie aniwae..i m early todae..hehe..woke up at 10am..(suppose to be 8am =.=)
mayb cos of workload ba..lol..been feeling tired these daes..so stressed up..not jus skl work..but family *work* as well.. well..tho not in the form of housechores..i am still feelin tired..lol.. lets not talk about it..

lol..yen..u oso xing fu la..don lyk tt le..xing fu oso mus sae ma..=x haha..

jus finished watching tv..lazed around..seriously..don't know where to start with my work..but nvm..i will start later in the afternoon..*as if* =x
okie ba..tts all for now..if i'm free later at night will update k..=D muacks all..

ty haohao..muacks..will go do my work de..
wo mei you hou hui guo..=D

2007-05-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

went out with haohao todae *as in jus now*.. haohao bought me a baobao~~~ hee..ting like like~~ ty haohao~~~~~ =DDDDDDDDDDDDD gd nite everibodi..muacks~~~~~~~
waaa...finally my 1st pic up!! *celebrate* big accomplishment for me..lol..sound toopid..=.=

ty haohao..muacks~ =D jiayou wor =D

2007-05-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

finally..blogger back to normal..lol
just finished reading yahui's blog n yen yen's blog..

yahui ar..ting ting xie mu ni..

ting suddenly oso wan to dance again.. but hav to make time for everitink..

lol..e wae u sae about ur dance club makes me think of ours last time..

sounds all e same..lol..but i guess there are different bonding there and i reali think u enjoyed urself there..n made realli nice frens..=D ni kai xin zui hao le..=D jiayoujiayou wor..

i wan to see u on stage soon..=D

yar..yen's blog..lol.. don complain la..ting busi le.. now updating lo~~ ya..next time go eat chocolate steamboat again k..=x *fondue*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lol..i wan upload picssssssssssss..... ***pray hard can***

On wed.... after our boring GEMS..lol..with my sudden *enthusiasm* me n yen decided to head down to marina sq for Anderson's FONDUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *drooling*

den see zikang like free free oso..aniwae he oso on his wae to work.... so asked him along.. AND HE SAID OKIE!!! den yay....got somebody to share bill with..=x lol.. TY ZIKANG~~~~

so we arrived there...see got 2 beri pretty surveyors..zikang sae pretty..den after closer look got no comment..=.= guys jiu shi zhe yang....... *piak zi kang* lol..

okie okie..now comes the most impt part........ the family fondue ARRIVESSSSSSS!!!! =X

THE STRAWBERRIES WERE LYK TT BIGGGG!!! whoo.. den the 3 of us jus ate n ate n ate..n i asked them to pose alot of photos for me to take..lol..alright alright i noe..beri obstructive..lol..

BUT BERI NICE!!!!! DIP THE STRAWBERRY INTO E CHOCOLATE POOL~~~ DEN TAKE OUT PUT INTO UR MOUTH~~~~ AWWWWWW~~~~~~~ >.<
photos photos time~~ lol..
kinda messy & blurred..no skills..so anihow do..lol..=X psps..>.<
click on it to enlarge k..>.<

2007-05-15T19:08:00.001+08:00

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SINGNETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT CHI DA BIANNNNNN!!!
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I WANT UPLOAD PICTURES den jus when i click publish........
THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED!!!
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COMPLAIN COMPLAIN!!!! BUR THEIR COMPANY DOWN!!!!!!! *SET FIRE*

2007-05-15T18:50:00.001+08:00

FINALLY~~~ free to post now..
okie okie.. my internet connection is almost down..need to kill singnet staff again..blogger has this error oso..
okie..to start with.. i tink people just don like my head *or mayb its too big*.. like alwaes want to get revenge or something..
ON SUNDAE~~~~
on the wae to work.. standing in the train..then this indian young lady came along with her family..board the train n well at tt point of time kinda crammed.. den this lady stood up n wanted to pass something to her mother*who is on e opposite seat* den cos i was in their wae..of cos i siam..jus as i siam..this ELBOW came flyin to my head.. n i kinda tio shocked momentarily..*pain & pain* THAT INDIAN LADY ELBOW KNOCK INTO MY HEAD!!!! N WORSE!!! SHE TAKE AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED!!!! HMPRH!!! okie fine wateva..take it i suay..
TODAE!!!
on my wae back with sileng da jie..
i stood up to giv up my seat for this injured old lady..den me of cos stand lo..as usual..peak hours..train cram..den stood beside this malay guy.. den e train jerk.. den everibodi kinda grab on to something..den mayb the malay guy thinks my head look lyk a pole *as if* den wham his dunno hand or elbow into my cheek..=.= feel lyk piaking him until he saes alot of times of dui bu qi..but nvm.. cos at least he more polite..apologised to me..but still..pain n more pain.. SEE HOW SUAY I AM?!?!?!
N WHEN I TELL HAOHAO WHAT HAPPENED!!!
he replied : orh..okie lo..
i m like duh..=.= *&@#@&#*&@#&@( haohao..chi da bian pls)
angwee angwee..
okie aniwae to continue.. had TBR presentation ytd..everitink kinda went lyk expected or just lyk tt~~ n as usual.. our tbr lecturer gave her *as usual* sarcarstic remarks.. except less arrogant for yesterdae ba.. when less as in..u don see the word arrogant flying ard in the class lyk during lectures.. =x

2007-05-08T20:46:00.001+08:00

alright alright..i noe ur guys will kill me if i don update..but for now~~~ lyrics for the current song..enjoy~ great meaning~~ i hav e song..anibodi else who wants it can ask me for it k..=x illegal de wor~~~ =x hee..n ting miss u guys~ that's all for now..been busi k..sry~~~

This I Swear Lyrics
Music Artist: Nick Lachey
Album: Soulo
You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there This I swear

So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
Ohh we'll get there
This I swear

harlow ha!

2007-04-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

gd morning all~ lol..=x ta daaaa~~~~ no skl for ting tmr!!!! so goin out with yen~~~~ ting obviously feelin betta le..or else won so hyper..
todae's skl.......
lol..my ji po ju le bu de members all down liao..LOL
7 all sick.. buay tahan.. den during lunch break all of us tryin to stop each other frm eatin *heatty stuff* lol.. joyce contd to drink her mango juice den kena scolded.. yu shan drink milo..oso die.. i guai guai drink home-made barley hor..=x da jie still sae wan to make brownies for all of us..lol..
gotta go eat medicine soon le..
i realise my blog kinda empty..no fotos..lol..next time..got take fotos..sure up load alot alot okie..=D
nite for now~ tata~~~ muacks~ =D

nite nite haoha..

morning

2007-04-26T08:04:00.000+08:00

in school now..waiting for my 8am lesson to start.. almost everibodi is late..lol..i m on time..whoo..
i m actualli feelin betta le..hehe..
talk later..start lesson..lol..ta~

doctor dae

2007-04-25T09:49:00.000+08:00

end up didnt turn up for skl..haohao woke me at 7am..its kinda lyk e wrg time..but didnt wan to go either..=x cos feelin beri bad.. body ache lyk da bian..sore throat..runny nose..headache.. etc etc......... =.= all mama's barley fault..she sae cos nvr drink enuff..den cannot curb e *heatiness* (whateva)

lata gonna visit mr doctor.. called at 9.15am to take Q no. den e lady sae..no.23..
*den what no. is it now? *
*oh..doctor haven arrive* =.=
all doctors lyk to b late ar~~
even working at Astique doctors oso late..hav to ask patients to wait..den they will hav tis *black face* (which i m having now) lol..

okie ba..catch up lata..ta all~*muackies* (eee..cannot..will spread)

xie xie darlin~

whoo

2007-04-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

wa..weather bad bad..ting down with cold n sore throat AGAIN! m i tt weak? OF COS NOT!! wahahaha~ =x but let me recover 1st..XD wa..my *buddies* tt 6 ji po~ *i m e 7th* =x 4 down liao..all sick..left 3 standing~ (fight war like tt..lol)

oh ya guys..visit tis webby our-passion.blogspot.com for nice nice handmade necklaces..bracelets n etc..*more coming up later* 1 of my ji po buddy set up with her sister de..all beri nice items~ mus show ur support k..=x lol.. hav to wake up at 6am tmr morning for my 8am lesson..so gonna turn in early n oso to help myself recover faster..cos i wan b strong strong girl..*muscles!!*

and guys..ting miss ur too~~ =D get together often k~ muackies n nite~ ting love u~

xie xie darlin~

backie

2007-04-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! been MIA~ y? cos blogger don allow me to change my blogskins or do ani editing =( but its okie! I AM BACKKKKKKKKK~~~~ =x new blogskin~ new song~will b back to blog more! =D take care guys~

_+*^ me and everything ^*+_

some shots for sharing =)

story of a broken tooth

faithful-ness

misses

Mirai - Open Up Your Mind

sudden outburst

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

ty my loves~

HAPPY CNY n VDae

bad day

me n my spider web filled blog

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY TO ME~~~

and so its Angels & Demons..

my darlings

giving sharing and loving

i love my jipos

happy birthday

happy birthday popo~

random-ness~

back from orlando!

妈妈的爱

nature's way of saying i love u

days in orlando~

长大了。。

meeting angels

good news！

happy birthday yahui darling~

happy birthday gene darling~ =)

happy birthday yen darling

missing home

Happy Birthday Darling Jasmine

Epcot

i miss u happy 28th mth

Magic Kingdom

regret

lives in Orlando.

ORLANDO!! here i come~

1 more wk~

countdown

Beijing Olympics 2008

outing!

NAPFA 15july

Miss Universe

this is the 100th post

map map map~

job notice!!

random post

changed my skin!

i am a lazy pig pig pig~ pig pig pig~ snort* oink* snort*

Courage

Worries

恶作剧2吻 - Be Your Superman

horoscope~

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME~~~

HAPPY BDAE TO ME~

Happy Valentine's Dae!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

letting go....

news

depressed

following the updates~ my desire to speak up..

NEW SONG N UPDATES!!! FINALLY~

dumb people ruin my day

upsetting post

When You Believe

unspoken feelins..

zooing~

friday..

any other dae~~~~~ =)

another song! 全世界的人都知道

NEW SONG! 當

NEW POSTING!!! O.O

DISNEY TISSUE BOX!

more pics

harlow

toot toot

chocolates from germany!

chinese!

VESAK DAE

_+^ me and everything ^+_

whoo